- Title: Mix 1 (sy55)
- Artist: Tripecac
- Timespan: 1990-1999
- Theme: trav's favorite SY55 songs
- Length: 79:55
- Tracks: 19
- Lyrics: 18
- MP3s: 19 play all locally
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Track List
Notes
These are my top picks from 1990 to 1999, when my main tool was the Yamaha SY55 keyboard workstation.
I've ordered the songs chronologically, and limited them to a single CD. This could easily have been a 2 CD set, since there are many other songs which I like at least as much as these, but for now I think this is a pretty solid sampler of that time period.
Songs
All My Love
- Songs to Sleep By track 2
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 3
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 1
- Archives track 28
- recorded: 1991-0?-??
- length: 4:11
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- ex-girlfriend | wrote: words
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This is my favorite song on the Archives album. It's very bouncy and sassy (if you listen to the lyrics).
The words came straight from a break-up letter. I thought it'd be funny to put these super-negative words to bright, poppy music, so I did.
Was I right about the dark/light juxtaposition being "funny"? I don't know. It's certainly a theme that stuck with me. I'd take a really dark topic, and make fun of it by adding peppy music. Many of the songs on The Hermit and Aminals are like that. This song was my first "success" with the formula. It encouraged me to keep doing it.
I censored the really bad parts, even though I didn't write them. I'm trying to keep this site [relatively] free of profanity. Enjoy the tune!
Lyrics to "All My Love":
VERSE: this is the last letter you will ever get from me so enjoy you have become some person that i don't know someone that i don't want to know look at your last note to be and consider you're an [censored], plain and simple i feel bad for you; you're a self-centered [censored] i never want to see or hear from you again that [censored] makes me sick CHORUS: all my love and all that i have given all my love and all that i have given VERSE: after i talked to you last night i scrubbed my body like it had radiation i felt like i had been raped and in a way i had been you've taken all my love and trashed it, baby, trashed it you've taken all my love and trashed it, trashed it CHORUS: all my love and all that i have given all my love and all that i have given VERSE: i hope you have better luck with your girlfriends over there because you'll never have me again as a friend or anything else signed [censored] i could have signed it "love ya" but i don't mean it i could have signed it "love ya" but i don't mean it i'm in love with someone here so don't worry about me i could have signed it "love ya" but i don't mean it CHORUS: all my love and all that i have given all my love and all that i have given
Fireflyz
- Sunday Sampler track 3
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 2
- College Collection track 22
- recorded: 1992-05-06
- other names: A Taste of Jazz
- length: 3:14
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This was my most serious attempt at writing a standard jazz song. I think I was trying to entice Jon Friesen (who went to the same college) to rejoin me in music making. My plan didn't work, but I like the song.
Drizzle
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 3
- College Collection track 27
- recorded: 1992-12-01
- length: 6:25
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, Roland TR-505, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
I wrote this for the Dead Anchovies, who recorded several versions of it. The lyrics are about Jon, who had left the Master Anchovies in 1990. The "aren't you sorry" bits are a reference to a different Dead Anchovies song: "Aren't You Sorry".
I really like this solo version. It's tight and peppy amd funny (though a little mean). There are some musical (and spoken) references to IPECAC that no one gets except me (and Jon if he ever listens to this).
Lyrics to "Drizzle":
INTRO: aren't you sorry that you left, jon, left, jon? aren't you sorry that you left all this? the Anchovies are not dead yet, dead yet... CHORUS: tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? VERSE: it was a cold night in december with a shiver, a tear, and a saxophone he hurried through the rain down the steps, to the door, wondering if his friends were inside there he knocked [knock knock] and he waited but nobody came he could see them through the window so he knocked again [knock] with tears in his eyes he listened to them laugh and jeer they pointed and stared, and finally luke said, "hey everybody, look who's here!" CHORUS: tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? VERSE: and on that cold night in december while the rain turned to sleet and then to snow the metal pads on the saxophone began to freeze (no pun intended) and the tears were running down his nose the tears were running freely now does that make you feel sad? well, he deserves no sympathy he's the one who left the band CHORUS: tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? i'm bored let's play some reggae! BRIDGE: allen foster on the vibes and now you're feeling like a stupid idiot and now you're feeling a trifle left out you miss the fun times that we used to have and you miss the anchovies, and you miss the trav terry ashworth on the mellophone hey! that sounds like trek! all right everybody, give allen foster a hand nice vibe work now you're feeling like a stupid idiot, jon and now you're feeling a trifle left out you miss the fun times that we used to have and you miss the anchovies, and you miss the trav should we let jon in? no! keep playing! CHORUS: oh tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatsa matter you? tell me jon, tell me jon: whatcha gonna do? gotta tell me jon, tell me jon: are ya feelin' blue? tell me jon, tell me jon: you gonna cry too? tell me jon, tell me jon: how ya is'n, jon? VERSE: and if i ever, if i ever catch you outside and in the freezing rain staring in at my friends and me as we play well, i will go up to you to tell you it was your fault, jon you left us, now you have to suffer and that's all there is to it aren't you sorry that you left, jon left all this?
Christmas in Cancun 2
- Songs to Sleep By track 23
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 6
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 4
- College Collection track 28
- recorded: 1992-12-25
- other names: Christmas in Cancun II
- length: 3:50
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, Roland TR-505, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This is musically unrelated to "Christmas in Cancun", which I wrote for the Master Anchovies. The only thing they have in common is that I wrote them right before (or after) trips to Cancun.
I had emailed the Dead Anchovies that I was going to write a second song about Cancun. These lyrics are directed at them (Allen, Anand, and Luke). I was just basically bragging about going to Cancun while they stayed home. Pretty simple[minded] stuff.
People liked it. A lot. This was my first "hit" song (among my friends). I got tons of positive feedback for it and many people actually requested copies of it. It was a nice dose of encourage, a good way to end the year.
Lyrics to "Christmas in Cancun 2":
VERSE: have a merry christmas, y'all with plenty of good cheer and lots of toys to sing about to celebrate this year have a happy new year too don't forget your resolutions help out a little bit with cleaning up all the wrappings and ribbons CHORUS: well, i'm gonna fly across the sea to mexico with my family where the air is warm and the palm trees sway and the sun is always shining i'm gonna fly across the sea to blue cancun with my family and never see a snowflake or a christmas tree worth buying BRIDGE: i'm spend christmas in cancun i'm not gonna see you i'll be basking in the sun and vegitating all day too i'll be having christmas in cancun and i don't want to be you freezing off your butt and being bored out of your shoes watching the clock, too al, anand, and luke waiting for the school year to begin yippee christmas in cancun christmas in cancun CHORUS: i'm gonna fly across the sea to mexico with my family where the air is warm and the palm trees sway and the sun is always shining i'm gonna fly across the sea to blue cancun with my family and never see a snowflake or a christmas tree worth buying oh no i'm feeling sick oh no i think i'm gonna puke VERSE: oh have a merry christmas, y'all with plenty of good beer and lots of girls to brag about and rudolph the reindeer have a happy new year too don't forget to get wasted party 'til you cannot breath anymore and then you will be dead CHORUS: i'm gonna fly across the sea to mexico with my family where the air is warm and the palm trees sway and the sun is always shining i'm gonna fly across the sea to blue cancun with my family and never see a snowflake or a christmas tree worth buying
Painted Friend
- Songs to Sleep By track 5
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 7
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 5
- College Collage track 1
- recorded: 1993-01-01 (guess)
- other names: My Painted Friend
- length: 4:42
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, Roland TR-505, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
The intro states that the song is about Jon, but it's actually not. It's a fictional story about posessiveness.
Not many people said they liked this song when I first recorded it. Perhaps it sounded too much like a "conventional" pop-song. I always liked it, though; it's probably my favorite song on the album.
The date is approximate. I know it preceded "Numb (live)", which was recorded on 1993-01-03, and I'm pretty sure I wrote it in 1993.
Lyrics to "Painted Friend":
INTRO: from the depths of the ocean came the nerd flying his ego like a tethered bird a falconer with guano stains and fish guts where his heart should be tactless, foolish sophomore filthy head, drowned in dreams this is a song about our friend jon a covetous geek who fell in love but eventually became enamoured with his own artisty all else perished VERSE: i want your eyes forever and i want your hair for keeps i'm gonna make you stare at me i'm gonna make you live with me CHORUS: i want to nail you to the wall and put you in a frame and keep you in my room you're my little painted friend VERSE: i want your lips forever (forever) and i want your beautiful cheeks i'm gonna make you mine, all mine (all mine) the painting never sleeps CHORUS: i want to nail you to the wall and put you in a frame and keep you in my room you're my little painted friend hit it trav [EP solo] BRIDGE: mine, all mine gotta make ya, gotta make ya you're mine, all mine gotta get ya, gotta get ya mine, all mine gotta get ya, gotta get ya you're mine, all mine VERSE: [EP solo] VERSE: my life is but a canvas my brain is but a bowl (but a bowl) you're the beautifullest painting (beautiful) that ever caressed my soul CHORUS: i want to nail you to the wall and put you in a frame and keep you in my room you're my little painted friend BRIDGE: mine, all mine mine, all mine gotta make ya, gotta make ya, gotta make ya mine, all mine mine, all mine
I Don't Wanna
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 8
- Sunday Sampler track 4
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 6
- College Collage track 6
- recorded: 1993-02-21
- other names: I Don't Wanna Go to School Today, Song for Anand
- length: 2:08
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, percussion, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
I initially wrote this for Anand, who told me he was getting tired of being a student. For a while it became a "theme song" for me, at least in my own head, especially whenever I wasn't feeling enthusiastic about going to work or classes or anything "un-fun". It's not about depression; it's about loving entertainment and not wanting to leave it.
The intro is actually the ending from the previous song ("IPECAC is Dead").
There are actually some more lyrics which never made it into the song. They explain the context a little better:
AT START: "tell me about it." "tell you about what?" "well, how's school goin'?" "pretty awful, to tell the truth." AT END: well you say that every morning when you're head's still thick and sleepy and you'd rather just keep on snoring well, what if you kept on sleeping?
Lyrics to "I Don't Wanna":
INTRO: don't mourn for me ipec- (sigh) song for anand hit it VERSE: oh, I don't wanna go to school today i just wanna stay home and bum i don't wanna pull out all my books today i just wanna relax and have fun CHORUS: yee-hoo!!! VERSE: oh, i don't wanna go to class today i just wanna stay in bed and read i don't wanna do any work today my books and my music - that's all I really need CHORUS: come on, baby!
The Battle
- Songs to Sleep By track 18
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 7
- College Collage track 19
- recorded: 1993-0?-??
- length: 1:41
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This was my first attempt to actually sing like a "normal" person. The music was funky enough for me to not feel self-conscious while I was recording the vocals. Upon listening to it later, however, I think I felt like I'd been pretentious.
Strange bit of trivia: I received an email in late 2004 from a guy who saw the lyrics to "The Battle" on the internet. He wanted to hear the song. I uploaded the mp3. He thanked me and said "the song was good". So far, that's my only piece of anonymous fan mail.
Lyrics to "The Battle":
VERSE: it's a party (party party party) streaking right through the air we got cosmic confetti and roman candles an occasional cake thrown by one of the magicians it's a ruckus (ruckus ruckus ruckus) and i think i am going deaf with missiles exploding and thunder roaring we better get out of here before we catch our death! VERSE: jon, luke and anand (anand anand anand) why don't stay right over there allen and i are gonna try get a parlay we're gonna need their help if we're gonna get back home VERSE: [scat]
Going Home
- Songs to Sleep By track 20
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 8
- College Collage track 21
- recorded: 1993-04-25 (guess)
- length: 4:25
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This is my favorite BITLOTA song. The refrain at the end got stuck in my head for days (make that years). To this day I can still distinctly remember the evening after I finished recording the song (and album) and was jogging to Beth's dorm in a triumphant mood. At the time, I felt it was my best song yet.
Lyrics to "Going Home":
VERSE: we trod up the hill the world had stopped - it just stood still birds in the air, frozen in place the only movement was our laboured pace kelpor agreed to take us home the other magician we left alone they had called a truce just a while ago so here we were in a world of stone CHORUS: (of stone of stone of stone...) VERSE: finally kelpor called a halt the moon was bright and around us we saw the raft, the tree, the switch, the rock: this was where we came in - we all started to talk at once CHORUS: (at once at once at once...) BRIDGE: and kelpor said... shut up! if you wanna go home, shut your mouth shut up it's important that you do this or you'll never see your home again so shut up i'm not gonna tell you again now, shut up i've got to concentrate! VERSE: poof! he vanished in a cloud of smoke and left us poor boys on our own we could only guess where he'd gone off to then suddenly he reappeared "i've found the way out, so hurry it up!" he motioned to a gaping hole we staggered back from the awful stench of excrement - "we gotta jump through that?" CHORUS: (through that through that...) "yes, now do it!" VERSE: one by one we summoned the nerve and jumped into the stinking pit and through the tunnel we tumbled and fell and then we emerged, from under a tail BRIDGE: oh it was mimi and now, we're in her litter box and, uh, i think she's hungry hey look, there's mimi and now, we're in her litter box and, uh, i think she's hungry oh it was mimi and now, we're in her litter box and, uh, i think she's hungry i said i think she's hungry again hey look, there's mimi and now, we're in her litter box and, uh, i think she's hungry i think, i think she's hungry again
Millions of Monkeys
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 9
- The Hermit track 1
- recorded: 1993-05-14
- location: Charlottesville
- length: 3:21
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, Roland TR-505, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This was my first "punk" song. I think it was a mother's day present. I love it, but not many other people seem to "get it". I wonder if it's the music that puts them off, or the apparently violent lyrics.
I don't remember what initially inspired the lyrics. I think I was just trying to come up with something that sounded violent ("punk") but was actually silly. I was probably listening to old IPECAC tapes at the time, and stumbled across the improvised monkey attack in "My Familiar" (from 1988's Catharsis), part of which I used as the intro to this song.
In any case, "Millions of Monkeys" is about a guy who has become frustrated by his relationship with a girl. He's sick of the mind games and insecurity and just wants to relieve the stress. He does this by "sending in the monkeys", which has dual interpretations:
The dark (punk facade) interpretation is that the hero resorts to violence and/or rape, with the monkeys symbolizing vandals or sperm. In the light (Travis-humor) version, the monkeys are clowns or jokes that win the girl through their childlike exuberance and humor.
In either interpretation, the song is about "being yourself": drop the acting, drop the mind-games, and just be simple and primal, and if the girl likes you, then great! :)
The recording starts with the noisy, muffled sample from "My Familiar". Right off the bat, you'll realize that the sound quality on this album isn't going to be stellar. This (hopefully) deflates your expectations, and gets you focusing on the actual tunes rather than the production.
The music itself was an attempt to sound as "punk" as possible on my keyboard. The drums were easy enough to program (on my drum machine), but I couldn't find a good punk guitar sound. At the time, I was really into Julian Cope's "Out of My Mind of Dope and Speed", which has a really driving, punk-like piano sound, so I decided to take a similar approach in this song. I also threw in some distorted baritone sax... Does it actually sound punk? I really don't know!
The bottom line is that I really liked "Millions of Monkeys", but none of my friends or family seemed to appreciate it. They told me it was too noisy and atonal, non-melodic, and that the lyrics were "too violent". I don't think they ever "saw" the second, lighter interpretation of the lyrics and only perceived the violent one... or maybe they disliked the music because they weren't into punk.
In either case, I was really bummed that no one seemed to like "Millions of Monkeys". I loved the energy and spontaneous feel and really wanted to make more "punk" songs, but the unenthusiastic response got me thinking that maybe my keyboard just wasn't suited for playing punk.
Lyrics to "Millions of Monkeys":
INTRO: [spoken ending of "my familiar"] and suddenly millions of monkeys swarmed the house broke and busted in every window and strangled the poor it was a gruesome sight but a sight worthy to be seen by the naked eye stripped of its... god this is dumb!!! 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4! VERSE 1: i don't know what to do oh, i don't know what to do my head is split in two all because of you 'cause i don't know what to do i really wish i knew if you and me were through you've got me so confuuuuused-ah CHORUS: millions of monkeys! VERSE 2: i don't know what to do i don't know what to say i don't know if i should go i don't know if i should stay i'm tired of bein' abused i'm tired of being used it's guesswork every day i've gotta get awayyyyyyyyyyy-uh CHORUS: but wait... millions of monkeys! BRIDGE: hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! [repeat] hit it, minkey... VERSE 3: millions of monkeys, screaming around (eek eek!) they're driving me crazy they make such awful sounds i'm locked outside of you, girl i can't break down your door so i'm sending in the monkeys i'm sending in the monkeys now, now, now, now! CHORUS: eek eek eek! BRIDGE II: hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! hoo-ah! hey! [repeat] i'm sending in the monkeys i'm sending in the monkeys [repeat] millions of monkeys VERSE 4: [repeats] millions of monkeys, they're gonna break down your door you'll be begging me for mercy you'll be prostrate on the floor millions of monkeys, i'd like you to meet my friend she's been giving me quite a headache it's time the pain should end millions of monkeys, they're gonna break down your door you'll be begging me for mercy you'll be prostrate on the floor millions of monkeys, i'd like you to meet my friend she's been giving me quite a headache it's time the pain should end
The American Son
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 10
- The Hermit track 4
- recorded: 1993-07-01
- location: Charlottesville
- length: 3:45
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This song is a musical and lyrical sell-out. It's an ultra-safe "lounge band" song with lyrics that unhumorously tackle what I considered to be "painfully-PC" at the time: social consciousness and capitalistic guilt.
In a sense, this is my "oh, screw it" song. I was tired of seeming (and being) rude and crude and came up with something that was listenable and likely to please my regular audience at the time, which was my parents.
The only "punk" elements in this song are the violent sound effects (machine-guns and explosions) and perhaps the snotty, "rebellious" devil's advocate voice of the Evil Republican.
The humor knob is set very low on this one. Yeah, deep down I was making fun of being PC, but my wise-cracks were more sneer than smile.
The "audience" (my parents) responded so-so to this song. I think they liked the music but weren't very interested in the lyrics.
Serves me right, for being pretentious.
The "fight fight fight" in the lyrics comes from a Cure song I liked at the time. I don't remember why I copied it for this song. I'm guessing it was intentional, but I'm not sure.
Lyrics to "The American Son":
INTRO VERSE 1: come on, everybody let's dance let's lose ourselves in dreamy romance let's turn down the lights and try to forget that people are killing each other tonight ORGAN CHORUS 1: [gun and bomb noises] VERSE 2: [w/ sound effects] come on, everybody let's party let's clap our hands and toss up our money for punch and pretzels and a strobe light too while people out there don't have enough food ORGAN CHORUS 2: it's all relative you say it's all relative you say it's all relative, but how can this be? how can you treat your relatives this way? BRIDGE 1: [tribal screams, etc.] in five years VERSE 3: they're gonna fight fight fight... while we dance away the night they're gonna fight fight fight... while we drink away the night we're gonna fight fight fight... while we laugh and sing all night they always fight fight fight... can't you feel this isn't right? ORGAN CHORUS 3: [w/ war effects] it's all relative you say it's all relative you say it's all relative, but how can this be? how can you treat your relatives this way? VERSE 4: the beggar grunted and held out his hand to the yuppie in the sports coat, a really fine man the yuppie just ignored him and he walked on by because beggars are losers - they deserve to die! ORGAN CHORUS 4: [w/ war effects] i'm a republican, he thought to himself a social darwinist, he reasoned with himself and i'm an american, with a job and a house if anyone deserves this quarter, it's me, not that mouse! BRIDGE 2 (LONG): [monkey noises] in five years, i hope this song is happier in five years, i hope the world smiles a little bit more in five years, i hope i won't have to sing about this in five years, i hope the story's changed yeah, right!
User Comments:
- "The melody is so catchy....love it!" [*****] - (2011-09-06)
New Moon
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 11
- The Hermit track 6
- recorded: 1993-07-23
- location: Charlottesville
- length: 4:44
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
I decided to stop forcing the songs to be something that I thought other people might like and instead focused on making music that I knew I would like. "New Moon" is a catchy blend of "I'm Too Sexy" and the theme from the Addams Family movie. Maybe I was trying to [subtly] imply that fantasy-related entertainment can be "sexy" (socially desirable).
The lyrics talk about Roguelike games, Hack in particular. One of Hack's many "easter eggs" is that it calculates the current phase of the moon from your computer's clock. If you start a game when there's a full moon, more monsters will be generated than normal (which makes the game harder but can also give you more rewards). Similarly, if there's a new moon, fewer monsters are generated (and/or your luck is higher than normal) and the game is less difficult.
So, in one sense, this song is about taking the easy route. For me, this meant staying in Dillard Dorm a second year, abandoning my physics major in favor of computer science, and maintaining my hobbies rather than "forcing" myself to go out and socialize.
It's also about trying to forget other people's opinions about your interests and habits (however "geeky" they may be) and instead just focusing on the actual fun. (In other words, "Hey, come on guys, lighten up"...)
My friends liked this song. Most recognized the Addams Family influence, and although the song was about geeky stuff, at least it there wasn't any death in it. (Well, except for "hack and slay").
Lyrics to "New Moon":
INTRO VERSE SANS LYRICS CHORUS SANS LYRICS SAX SOLO CHORUS SANS LYRICS, WITH STRINGS VERSE 1: i like singing about my games like planning my next plays like wasting the days away in front of my computer screen though sometimes it seems to me that people just don't agree with me they think hack is the ultimate waste of time it atrophies your mind and the screen destroys your eyes take dad he thinks all my time spent is bad he says my addiction is sad he'd rather me be like brad (who went to harvard) CHORUS 1: oh the new moon shines hear that? the new moon shines it glides across the sky tonight my luck runs high the new moon's out today and i'm about to play i'm gonna hack and slay nothing can stand in my way VERSE 2: you may think that i am a nut and you think that i'm in a rut that i am dependent upon fantasy, the insurance of the weak the citadel of the meek and you think it's there that i sleep CHORUS 2: well, the new moon shines hear that? the new moon shines it glides across my sky tonight my luck runs high i know you probably don't care 'bout how my hero should fare tonight when he climbs down the stairs into the dark dungeon air i know you probably don't care i know you probably don't care BRIDGE: this is the bridge; what do you think? it took me two minutes to write and record it this is the bridge; what do you think? it took me two minutes to write and record it VERSE 3: i also like riding my bike and writing new songs that i like take this one for example so i have a life outside of my computer though sometimes i'd rather play nethack or dune than sit on the couch and curl up with a book or eat chips and watch tv till 2 CHORUS 3: oh the new moon shines hear that? the new moon shines it glides across the sky tonight my luck runs high the new moon's out today and i'm about to play i'm gonna hack and slay nothing can stand in my way [repeats]
The Hermit
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 9
- Sunday Sampler track 7
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 12
- The Hermit track 8
- recorded: 1993-07-29
- location: Charlottesville
- length: 5:37
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
Here we go!!! This is where everything "clicked" into place. It was my dad's birthday, and I think I recorded this very quickly as a last-minute gift for him.
Musically, I turned to simple, catchy piano-based pop which I probably wrote in half and hour on my parents' upright piano before scurrying off to my room to finish the song. The lyrics are simple and straightforward. There's no symbolism, no pretentiousness, no real effort... It all flowed very naturally.
Everyone liked this song, including me. My parents enjoyed the music but thought the lyrics were "sad".
By this time I think I started realizing that my parents just didn't "get" the point of many of my songs, which is that:
- I enjoy being a hermit.
- I like to talk (and sing) about myself.
- I like to be funny when I write.
- So, I often make fun of myself when I sing.
There is no "depression" in my life. There's no real tension, and rarely is there any stress. My life is fun and easy, and I like it! However, when it comes time to sing, I feel like I need something dramatic, some sort of conflict.
It's like making faces in a mirror (or on a video). I don't want to make pretty faces; I want to make ugly faces, the more grotesque and disturbing the better! That's one of the "fun" things about self-reflection.
It's the same way with lyrics. When I'm writing a song (about my favorite subject: me), I'm "looking" at myself and instead of posing "properly" or "handsomely" I prefer to look like the Biggest Dork Ever.
Right now, I'm in my room writing this, getting a total kick out of listening to my music and writing about myself and looking forward to a nice long jog or bike ride this afternoon... I love the control that solitude gives me over my activities. I am having a blast doing these things by myself, and I've always been like that for as long as I can remember.
Of course, every once in a while it's fun to actually talk to another human being. :) There's something inside me, either an instinct or something I was taught at an early age, that tells me to "socialize every once in a while". My guess is that this drive is natural (hardware), that most animals have a primal urge to seek companionship...
Regardless of its origin, for me, the drive to seek human companionship is usually nowhere near as compelling as the drive to accomplish things. For me, creativity, organization, learning, and exploration are the Big Satisfiers, both exciting and pride-instilling, and along with them comes (either naturally or through experiential associations) a desire for "daytime" independence from The Pack.
Of course, if The Pack actually shared 90% of my interests, then maybe I wouldn't "have" to be a hermit in order to pursue the Big Satisfiers. Maybe someday I will find a Travis-compatible Pack, but right now the easiest, most reliable way to have a Good Day is to plan to do things by myself.
If you don't believe me, listen to the music rather than the words. The music is un-selfconscious and FUN, just like my days in my room... It's joyfully indulgent! :)
Lyrics to "The Hermit":
VERSE 1: another day of sitting at home reading a book and staying close to the phone just in case somebody happens to call and when they do i hop in my car drive to the city, taking care not to wreck it's been 17 days since i've been out of my shack i've subsisted on pop tarts and cracker jacks my mother'd kill me if she knew 'bout that CHORUS 1: oh i'm a hermit yes i know but i don't dress like a hobo i don't wear rags with holes in fact i... i look pretty normal VERSE 2: i was pushing 20 livin' in a dorm my hallmates often came and knocked on my door they said "hey travis, wanna go out with us?" and i said "nah, i'm busy downloading from a bbs" pretty soon people stopped dropping by i guess i said "no" too many times a couple nights i tried to call them up but they were busy - so after that i pretty much kept to myself CHORUS 2: oh i'm a hermit yes i know but i don't put on a show i don't beg like a bum in fact i... i act pretty normal oh i'm a hermit yes i know i know my life seems slow i don't have anywhere to go so i guess i'll stay at home sweet home stay at home, baby VERSE 3: so here i am - driving to town (for games) got my seatbelt on and a worried frown (what if they're out of stock?) i feel like such a loser - look at me now (i used to have friends on the mud) (but it closed down) CHORUS 3: oh i'm a hermit yes i know but i don't dress like a hobo i don't wear shoes full of holes in fact i... i look pretty normal oh i'm a hermit, yes i know i think real fast but i move too slow i had my youth and my looks but i threw it all away i can't think of anything else to say CHORUS: [a capella] oh i'm a hermit, yes i know i know my life seems slow i don't have anywhere to go so i guess i'll stay at home sweet home REGGAE: [humming] i've got my computer and i've got my radio and i've got my books to read and i've got my piano let's go! hit it trav! i've gotta get out on my own, i've just gotta get out on my own i've gotta get out on my own, i've just gotta get out on my own i've just gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out on my own i've just gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out on my own tomorrow. tomorrow... [repeat]
Introvert
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 10
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 13
- The Hermit track 12
- recorded: 1993-10-20
- location: Williamsburg
- other names: Introme
- length: 4:58
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
My girlfriend at the time (Beth) asked me to write a gentle song, so I wrote this. Like "The Hermit", it was constructed around a simple piano-based melody. The mix emphasizes the vocals which is a good thing because these are some of my favorite lyrics (and the music's a bit distorted).
The lyrics are very autobiographical, poking fun at my introversion (the tendency to fixate on my own interests even when other people are right there trying to interact with me).
By the end of the song, however, I was fixating on my girlfriend. Sometimes the bubble of introversion extends to include other people, and when that happens, the Hermit is doubly happy! :)
Although this song is not "punk" or even "manly", I liked it enough to play it on the radio (I was an occasional DJ). When I broadcasted it, it didn't matter to me that no one was listening except my girlfriend (who recorded my shows); by playing "Introvert" on the air I was saying, "look, here's something I like, and if it happens to be girl-pop, then so be it!" Maybe that "ah, just go for it" attitude is punk?
Anyway, this was another well-liked song. Most of my audience by this time was girls. :)
Lyrics to "Introvert":
VERSE 1: hello little girl do you know my name? have you seen me before? do you like my shoes? well, my name's travis and this is my computer i collect lots of tapes i write my own songs too CHORUS 1: i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me VERSE 2: see here are my tapes do you like my room? should i die my hair blonde what's your name, by the way? you call yourself beth? that's a pretty name let's get out my photo album and look at some pictures of me CHORUS: i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me BRIDGE 1: i say seven "i's" for every "you" well, what else is an introverted guy to do? i'm not like you. CHORUS: you can listen to me play my keyboard all day you can listen to me play VERSE 3: hey beth i think you're kinda cute and you seem to be real nice can i see you tomorrow? i can show you my games or maybe we can bike over to jamestown and sit on a quilt and cuddle up all day CHORUS: i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me i'm not worried because what else can i be? BRIDGE 2: i say seven "i's" for every "you" but for some reason you felt that i'd be right for you what a lucky guy i am what a lucky guy i am what a lucky guy i am CHORUS: i'm singing, i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me i never had someone take an interest in me i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t are we my baby's got my number now i am happy i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t is me i never had somebody take an interest in me i - n - t - r - o - v - e - r - t are we
Down
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 14
- The Hermit track 16
- recorded: 1993-12-14
- location: Williamsburg
- length: 6:08
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
"Down" was the last song on the album (I later added the "Amateur Night EP" to the tape).
For "Down", I paid lots of attention to the production, much like I did in the closer for my last album ("Going Home"). I wanted to push myself technologically and end with a strong, "rock" song.
Musically, "Down" tries to answer the question I first asked in "Millions of Monkeys", which is: can I make punk music on my keyboard? The song starts with a synthy riff (acknowledging my reliance upon my keyboard), and then has a dense bass/tom/drum thrash which crescendos into the main punk-synth groove. The marriage of that energetic, relentless punk/rock groove to the synthy sounds is hopefully good enough to encourage me (and other "bedroom musicians") to continue to explore the harder, more "raw" side of rock music using nothing but keyboards.
Production-wise, this song is a distorted mess except for the reggae-like bridge, where my little reverb box actually put a really cool spin on the vocals.
Lyrically, "Down" is about acrophobia and, on a deeper level, about maintaining optimism in the struggle against the pressures to conform, conform, conform... It's about looking on the bright side of your current situation and not obsessing over (hopefully temporary) declines in money, grades, fitness, or other non-entertaining things. The message is the same as always: Don't let the bad things dominate your life, focus on the good things.
Was I talking to myself? Was I telling myself to cheer up, to lighten up, to not obsess over boring stuff? Well, maybe a little bit... I certainly wasn't depressed, but I was at times frustrated by other people's gloomy perceptions of life. I was tired of people trying to get me to "grow up", to take things more seriously, to join the Herd, even though the Herd didn't seem nearly as happy as I was.
I perceived most Other People as being insincere, incurious, uncreative, and boring, boring, boring... and those "miserable drones" kept wanting me to be more like THEM. No Way!!!
So, was I depressed? Heck no! Frustrated? Heck yes!
Through my music, I was trying to get other people to stop trying to "spoil" my fun, to get them to realize that I'm here having fun and to either join me in having fun or leave me alone!
Lyrics to "Down":
INTRO: down VERSE 1: oh, i'm standing at the top of a pyramid looking out over the trees and i'm fretting about the climb back down i'm feeling shaky in my knees CHORUS 1: oh it's only down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's nothing to be afraid of it's only down down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's only negative z VERSE 2: clinging to the top of a ladder shaking in the highest branches of a tree blame the wind and the way it gusts and sways you at the top of the statue of liberty CHORUS 2: oh it's only down only down down it's only down down down down listen to me! it's only down only down down only down down down down it's coming for me! VERSE 3: standing on top of the eiffel tower looking out over sweet paris see the ants on the ground start spinning around feel the vertigo sweep over me CHORUS 3: oh it's only down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's nothing to be afraid of (nothing at all) it's only down down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's only negative z (negative z) there's only down only down down it's only down down down down listen to me! there's only down only down down only down down down down down it's coming for me! coming for me BRIDGE: at the top of the slide on the top of the mountain at the top of the ski-slope at the top of the stairs at the top of the beam on the roof of my house on the top of the wall i'm trapped up there tightrope (tightrope) cessna (cessna) high dive (high dive) waterfall (waterfall) top bunk (top bunk) scuba diving (scuba diving) ski lift (ski lift) bury them all (bury them all) bury them all (bury them all) in a great big pit! be careful not to fall in it i feel dizzy and whoops i slipped! and i'm falling down down down into my pit! (ahhh.......) i know some day i'm gonna die alas for me, i cannot fly up to heaven when it's my time i'll plummet down, down, down, down to the bowels of the earth (ahhh....) VERSE 4: i know i've got a fear of heights but what what what can i do about it? i know i've got a fear of heights but what what what can i do about it? CHORUS 4: oh it's only down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's nothing to be afraid of it's only down down it's only a direction if you stand on your hands you'll see it's only negative z VERSE 5: i know i've got a fear of heights but what what what can i do about it? i know i've got a fear of heights but what what what can i do about it? CHORUS 5: oh, i'm falling down down down down falling down down down down help me please! oh i'm falling down down down down down down down down down down it's scaring me!
Where's My Muse?
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 12
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 15
- Where's My Muse track 5
- recorded: 1994-06-14
- length: 4:33
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, Roland TR-505, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
By the time I recorded this, my audience had dwindled to my family and girlfriend. Feedback from them was lukewarm. I felt like the new album wasn't living up to its predecessor, The Hermit. "SPCA" was trivial, "Solid Blue" was sappy, "The Trap" was mean, and "Another Anchovies Practice" was an aimless mess.
So I decided to write a song about my musical decline.
The lyrics express my frustration. They're introverted again, like on the The Hermit. The music is peppy, and my vocal energy was high (though a little juvenile). I actually liked it a lot, enough to name the album after it.
Soon after I finished it, however, I moved off campus and got a TV. My musical productivity plummeted even further.
Lyrics to "Where's My Muse?":
VERSE: no fire, uninspired i can't write a poem to save my life head achin', so frustrating my paper's naked, blank just like my mind i'm staring bored at the board, trying to absorb a brainstorm zap, crack, splat, snap, crackle, and pop will this writer's block ever stop? will my songs ever reach the top? will even this one be a flop? CHORUS: where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? VERSE: hot tang, bubble gum gang a dozen cliches from the bad old days when neon ruled, high school was cool, velcro was in, and jordon was slammin' oh, sure, i could spit out a dozen empty phrases or analyze my life's many phases or i could describe a million familiar places or even preach harmony between the races whatever CHORUS: where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? VERSE: no more from the brainstorm i wish i could visit the idea store maybe there i'd find my muse maybe there i'd find my muse maybe there i'd find my muse CHORUS: where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? where's my muse, y'all? where's my muse? [repeats under next lyrics:] where's my muse, y'all? did she slip out the back door? or did she die of starvation? while i was paying attention to that? where's my muse, y'all? did she slip out the back door? did she die of starvation? did i use her up? did i wear her out? did i work her to death? gotta get out of my stuffy room get out of my stuffy life gotta take a walk outside and leave the computer behind gotta get out of my stuffy room get out of my stuffy life gotta take a walk outside and leave the computer behind oh, where's my, where's my, where's my, where's my muse? where's my, where's my, where's my, where's my muse? where's my, where's my, where's my, where's my muse? where where where where... oh what a ho... where's my muse?
I Don't Do Hills
- Sunday Sampler track 8
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 16
- Where's My Muse track 8
- recorded: 1996-05-12
- length: 3:54
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
I recorded this simple and gentle jazz/rock ditty for my mom on Mother's Day 1996. It's about her reluctance to bike up big hills. She actually used to say, "I don't do hills". The lyrics are repetitive (cyclical - get it?).
The bicycle noises are my spinning a bike tire and pedals. The wind noises are completely fake!
Lyrics to "I Don't Do Hills":
VERSE: i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills come on mom CHORUS: you can, you can you can make it if you try, you try pedal, push, or ask dad for help once you're at the top you'll fly, you'll fly, you'll fly and sigh and smile VERSE: i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills come on mom CHORUS: you can, you can you can make it if you try, you try pedal, push, or ask dad for help once you're at the top you'll fly, you'll fly, you'll fly and sigh and smile BRIDGE: CHORUS: you can, you can you can make it if you try, you try pedal, push, or ask dad for help once you're at the top you'll fly, you'll fly, you'll fly and sigh and smile VERSE: i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills i don't do hills come on mom CHORUS: you can, you can you can make it if you try, you try pedal, push, or ask dad for help once you're at the top you'll fly, you'll fly, you'll fly and sigh and smile you'll fly and sigh and smile BRIDGE: people flying by roads flying by people flying by roads flying by
Artificial Life
- Songs to Sleep By 2 track 13
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 17
- Where's My Muse track 25
- recorded: 1997-04-19
- length: 4:35
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This is driving and insightful. It's the last big song on the album, and exudes both humor and power. I love the lyrics!
Lyrics to "Artificial Life":
CHORUS 1: see what you think about artifical life say what you think about artifical life VERSE 1: comfy in my cubby hole nine at work and six at home two on the bus, i'm driving, zooming always thinking, working, moving clickety clack my fingers go day after day, row after row sun like a rocket through the sky one less day until i die CHORUS 2: who needs friends when i've got my art? i write and play all the parts see what you think about artifical life who needs love when you've got a brain? if you go to bed happy, it's all the same say what you think about artifical life hit it, trav CHORUS 3: see what you think about artifical life say what you think about artifical life BRIDGE VERSE 4: and then i open my eyes and see the world 'round me and i smell the fresh air i feel the sun on my skin so i take out my bike and i go for a ride and i smell the fresh air and i see the world 'round me and that first day is great 'cause i feel so alive i think i'm starting to like being outside and the second day's better 'cause i know where to go i head straight for the park and i sit and i watch... life flow BRIDGE CHORUS: i could get used to it i could get used to it being outside i could get used to it i could get used to it being outside BRIDGE VERSE 5: but it seems kind of quiet and my fingers are restless so the third day i bring a magazine but that's not enough so on the fourth day i bring a book and my camera and on the fifth i bring my laptop BRIDGE CHORUS: i could get used to it i could get used to it being outside i could get used to it i could get used to it being outside BRIDGE VERSE 6: the sixth day it rains and i have to stay home so i call up some friends i don't want to be alone but nobody's there and it's still raining outside so i turn on the tv but i quickly get bored so i turn on my computer pull out my book and my tapes and i try to document the last five days but my mind starts to wander and i remember my games so i immerse myself for another hundred days! BRIDGE CHORUS: i couldn't get used to it i couldn't get used to it being outside i couldn't get used to it i couldn't get used to it being outside i couldn't get used to it could not get used to it being outside could not get used to it could not get used to it being outside could not get used to it VERSE: let's do it! CHORUS: see what you think about artifical life say what you think about artifical life see what you think about artifical life say what you think about artifical life
CopyRite
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 18
- South or Southeast track 1
- recorded: 1997-10-11
- length: 3:53
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
During graduate school I got heavily into krautrock and other repetitive jam-based music. This song is named after Julian Cope's Rite album.
I liked the groove, but my keyboard's sequencer didn't have enough memory for me to extend this song into a "full-fledged" jam. Frustrated, I recorded it to four-track in this somewhat unfinished state and adlibbed the annoyed, disillusioned vocals.
Lyrics to "CopyRite":
INTRO: get me a paper bag and then a pencil and some paper and i'll make you a nice mask TALK: [hard to hear - these are a guess] there's some fun but it, it sits there mostly i try to vacuum over there once in a while i wish i could get my own place ??? clean saliva people come over there i just think i can but i've rhythm deep down oh i can't say i do get away! spit it out i spit it out then again, i don't because i don't have anything else ??? i don't care ??? i'll always ??? there ??? that's enough i think i've told you too much i think it's way too much LEFT: all right, here, give me the remote RIGHT: that's it that's all you're getting nothing more than that that's the end of the song there isn't anything more it just, it just stops, like that kind of like my dreams
South or Southeast
- Mix 1 (sy55) track 19
- South or Southeast track 6
- recorded: 1997-10-19
- length: 3:51
- Travis Emmitt - Yamaha SY55, vocals
- mp3: download listen locally (flash player)(HTML5 player)
This is the only "complete" song I wrote in grad school (with pre-written lyrics and a conventional song structure). I like the music, but the lyrics are cringe-inducing.
I met a girl on vacation in Alaska, and liked her a lot. While we were travelling together, I yearned for a future with her. Unfortunately, my vacation had to end so that I could go to graduate school back in Virginia. The last couple weeks of the trip, I treated her very distantly and even rudely. We parted ways sadly, with no promises and (for me) no hopes.
A couple months later, when I was in Virginia, she offered to visit me. I was excited at first, but then asked her to wait. I was worried that if she visited, we (or just I) would be tempted to stay together. My plan for the next couple years was to focus on grad school so I could get good grades, finish early, and then move to the Pacific Northwest. I didn't want to get heartbroken if she left, but I also didn't want to be "tied down" in Virginia if she ended up liking it there. To me, it seemed like the safest thing was to wait until I was almost done with school.
However, she didn't seem to understand (or agree with) my plan. She kept calling me, asking when she could visit. This caused me a lot of pressure and guilt. Eventually I started "hiding" from her by screening my phone calls. I think at that point she started calling my parents' house. I became polarized, trying to convince myself (and my friends) that I didn't want anything to do with her. It was easier (and "cooler") to think of her as the aggressor (the obsessed ex-girlfriend), rather than a victim of my self-centered agenda.
I wrote this song to remind myself of how poorly I treated her. I tried to make it "light and funny", as I had done with break-up letters in the past, but failed, because I was too full of negativity, not towards her but towards myself. Although I know I was scolding myself, when I listen to this song today, it just sounds like I'm making fun of her. Oh well.
Lyrics to "South or Southeast":
VERSE: ring ring! hello, this is evelyn i met your son on vacation i think there's something wrong with his telephone 'cause i tried calling again and again TRANSITION: but he won't answer me travis won't answer me VERSE: hey trav, today yeah we got a call from your friend evelyn ewww she says she's been invited on a trip to south america good for her she wants to know if you'll ask her down to visit you ha ha yeah right she wants to know if she needs to come to virginia oh, please hide me CHORUS: south or southeast shall i go south or southeast? TRANSITION: travis won't talk to me travis won't talk to me why won't he talk to me? 'cause i don't like you why won't he talk to me? ring ring! VERSE: hello, don't pick up the phone this is evelyn it might be evelyn i've been calling and calling she's been calling and calling and calling again and again and calling again and again please tell travis that i really need an answer two letters does he want to come and visit him? please don't make me see her again! CHORUS: south or southeast the fact is i don't like her shall i go south or southeast? and i really can't stand her south or southeast i wish she'd go away for ever shall i go south or southeast? [???] END: ring! ring! ring! ring! ring! ring! [inaudible]
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