albums
Underway
2006 Wonday
Compilations
1993 Songs to Sleep By
1997 Songs to Sleep By 2
2002 Sunday Sampler
2002 Dad's Picks
1999 Mix 1 (sy55)
2010 Mix 2 (triton vocal)
2010 Mix 3 (triton instr.)
SY55
1991 Archives
1992 College Collection
1993 College Collage
1994 The Hermit
1997 Where's My Muse
1999 South or Southeast
Triton
2001 In the Margins
2002 Renewal
2002 Re-treat
2002 Convenience
2002 Back Up
2003 So So
2003 So On
2003 So Long
2003 Baby Steps
2003 Baby Talk
2004 Schmocial
2004 Brroom
2004 Chuckadee
2004 Disco Hike
2004 Extra Extra
2005 Coma Pill
2005 Ourboretum
2005 Jaminy
2005 Padden Drift
2005 Gorilla Love
2005 Aminals
2005 Vegibles
2006 Fruitine
2006 Dignored
2006 Miner
2006 Mouseculine
2006 Yata
2007 Zipit
2007 Sixawon
2007 Halfdosin
2007 Whatcom Home
2008 What Roses
2008 Pho Kit
2008 Composed Pile
2009 Decomposed Pie
2009 Swaddlicious
2010 Lost Train
Soft Synths
2011 Out the Margins
2011 Redebut
2011 Reprogression
2012 Working Progress
2013 Tripico
2014 Aerosol Concrete
2015 Reduced to Clear
2016 Motions
2017 The Walking Dad
2018 Mockolate
2019 Still Testing
2020 Slow Wins Teddy
2024 Battle of the E-Bands

Track List

# title lyrics time download listen started recorded rating
1 Practice Composer lyrics 7:31 download listen locally 2005-07-09 2008-05-12
2 Baby Dew lyrics 3:55 download listen locally 2008-05-15 2008-05-20
3 Commo lyrics 6:50 download listen locally 1996-03-06 2008-05-29
4 Par lyrics 5:49 download listen locally 2008-05-27 2008-06-07
5 Rubber Rose lyrics 3:05 download listen locally 199?-??-?? 2008-06-13
6 Summer Up lyrics 6:37 download listen locally 2008-06-17 2008-07-01
7 Undigitize lyrics 7:48 download listen locally 2002-05-11 2008-07-17
8 Country Boy lyrics 8:24 download listen locally 2008-01-21 2008-07-29
9 Deleech Us lyrics 4:14 download listen locally 2008-07-31 2008-08-06
10 Infiniteve lyrics 8:08 download listen locally 2008-08-07 2008-09-06
11 iDay - 5:11 download listen locally 2008-08-08 2008-09-12
12 Infinitexile lyrics 6:27 download listen locally 2008-08-08 2008-09-19
13 Finalame - 5:49 download listen locally 2008-08-28 2008-09-29
Total 79:48 play all locally album rating:

Notes

The rule for this album was that I had to compose (at least part of) each song before recording it. I wasn't allowed to sit down at the keyboard and "wing it" as I usually do.

For the first nine songs, I alternated between digging up old piano-based ideas from previous years and composing new ones on my guitar or mandolin. Although each song took several days to finish, I was able to work steadily from May through July.

In August, we had house guests for a month, which made it hard for me to work on music at home. To satisfy my itch to create music, I jogged to the piano practice room at the nearby college and improvised, sketching out my favorite ideas on paper. After the guests finally left in early September, I resumed work on Tripecac, and turned those piano room ideas into songs (the last four on the album).

Stylistically and thematically, this album is all over the place. The lyrics are a mix of old and new, and the instrumentation is jarringly different from song to song, especially in the beginning. However, there are enough pretty, funny, and/or catchy bits to keep it interesting overall.

In my book, at least. And speaking of books...

It's time to put this one down!

On to a new chapter! :)

Songs

Practice Composer

I wrote these lyrics back in 2005, probably in a piano practice room. It's sheer coincidence that they are about my desire to force myself to compose songs, which is the theme of the album. Funny, eh?

Well, the lyrics aren't. They're actually kinda 'tarded! They're so moronic, in fact, that I cracked up several times during recording, ruining several takes! Seriously, who can sing the "P P R R..." chorus with a straight face???

As for the music, well, it's all from 2008. My mini-rule to myself was that I had to compose the piano parts and melody before programming them in; I couldn't just wing it. I also had to have a distinct verse, chorus, and bridge. It ended up being cheesy to the max. Oh well.

The mix is too muddy, too crisp, too something. I don't like it. It just sounds fake, and very lame.

In short, this song is a mess. However, the silver lining is that this leaves me lots of room for improvement. This takes the pressure off, which is a great relief, since pressure is the last thing I need when I'm trying to focus on composing.

Lyrics to "Practice Composer":

put down the book
pick up the pen
stop buying cds
play piano again

put down the book
pick up the pen
stop buying cds
and play piano again

p p r r a a c c t t i i c c e e
c c o o m m p p o o s s e e r r

without a plan
you've got no chance
without routine
you cannot achieve

construct a course of action
don't deviate a fraction
your time must be rationed
your mind must be tractioned

p p r r a a c c t t i i c c e e
c c o o m m p p o o s s e e r r

hey, you can't rely on luck
  you can't rely on luck
or you'll be forever stuck
  or you'll be forever stuck
    or you'll be forever stuck

losing more times than you win
relying over and over again

on quality emerging from quantity
that's how i always thought it'd work for me
but after decades of embracing that philosophy
i see the work must be tackled actively

[humming]

why did i leave behind
what is uniquely mine
what am i proud to say
i remember the day
when i created that
when i invented that
when i trimmed the fat
and whittled it down into something a cooler cat

would be proud of call his own
like a dog with an elephant bone
an undeniable trophy
an eternal source of envy
a bonefide victory
when i'm gone remember me
permanent validity
creative immortality

creative immortality, creative immortality
creative immortality, creative immortality
creative immortality, creative immortality
creative immortality, creative immortality

you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  what? i don't get it
you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  what? i don't get it

if you never bother to practice
  huh? not gonna do it
if you never bother to practice
  i just do not give a give a give a hoot

you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  you spend your life throwing up long bombs
you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  you spend your life throwing up long bombs

if you never bother to practice
  if you never bother to practice
if you never bother to practice
  if you never bother to practice

you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  you spend your life throwing up long bombs
you spend your life throwing up long bombs
  you spend your life throwing up

i just do not give a give a give a hoot
  what? i don't get it
    huh? not gonna do it
i just do not give a give a give a hoot
  what? i don't get it
    huh? not gonna do it
  huh? not gonna do it

without a plan
you've got no chance
without routine
you cannot achieve

construct a course of action
don't deviate a fraction
your time must be rationed
your mind must be tractioned

p p r r a a c c t t i i c c e e
c c o o m m p p o o s s e e r r

c c o o m m p p o o s s e e r r


  

Baby Dew

I figured it's time for some baby steps on the mandolin. This is my first attempt at using it in a Tripecac song. I really didn't (and still don't) know what I'm doing, so bear with me.

I mixed the mandolin and vocals completely dry, as an experiment. I wanted to see how "immediate" I could make them sound. The Triton's sounds all have a usual dose of reverb. The vocals are a little out of sync with the rest of the music part of the time, but that's what I get for singing to the mandolin rather than [just] a metronome.

As for the lyrics, well, lots of people seem to be having babies these days, including celebrities. It seems to be the "cool" thing to do. I wanted to create some cute lyrics exploring the "coolness", all based on a pun (do/due/doo). Hope you like it!

Lyrics to "Baby Dew":

VERSE 1:

  i've noticed something and maybe you've too
  everybody's joining the baby do
  family and friends and celebrities too
  they all want a part in the baby do

  they all want a baby so how about you
  do you want a baby yes you do
  let's hop on the bandwagon too
  i'll be happy if it's half as cool as you

CHORUS 1:

  baby do, let's do the baby do
  baby do, let's do the baby do

VERSE 2:

  we're gonna have a baby that is true
  so when's our lovely baby due
  i'm getting impatient how 'bout you
  boy or a girl i wish i knew

  i can't drink coffee or wine with you
  and pretty soon i gotta stop biking too
  if i grumble and gripe and snap at you
  just blame it on my gestational moods

  i wake up every morning with an urge to spew
  eat a carton of crackers and my belly's a balloon
  aching back and pimples and clumbsiness too
  so when's that bleeping baby due

CHORUS 2:

  baby due, when is the baby due
  baby due, when is the baby due

VERSE 3:

  now we have a baby and isn't it cute
  with a ga ga ga and a goo goo goo
  i want another one, how 'bout you
  let's get to work on number 2

  and speaking of number 2, p u
  i never knew how many diapers we would go through
  keep plowing through the pricy baby food
  keep cleaning up the smelly baby doo

  then it starts crying no matter whatcha do
  with a wah wah wah and a boo hoo hoo
  it keeps on wailing the whole night through
  we only get to sleep an hour or two

CHORUS 3:

  baby doo, i smell like baby doo
  baby doo, i smell like baby doo

VERSE 4:

  look at our baby learning to chew
  soon it'll be walking and talking too
  it's a little like me and a little like you
  some day it'll have its own baby too

END:

  soon it'll be walking and talking too
  some day it'll have its own baby too
  some day it'll have its own baby too
  waah
  

Commo

This song sticks to the "previously composed" theme by digging into my pile of unfinished song ideas. Both the chord progression and lyrics were scribbled down on separate scraps of paper over a decade ago. Within the past year or so, I had typed them into the computer, and recent decided to start going through those scripts for interesting ideas and juxtapositions.

The song title refers to commodities, and "commies", which relates to the "Russian" theme mentioned in "Moscowpie". Also, the song sometimes feels too busy, like a commotion. Hmm, okay, that's pushing it.

The music is atypical of what I've been doing recently. The chords are from 1996-03-06. They're very classical-sounding, reminiscent of "Moscowpie". Not very punky or bluesy, which I guess is a good thing since it will challenge (y)our ears. I kinda like the trancy, repetitive part at the end. Other that that, though, the song lacks punch. It's more like a soggy mess. With too muchf babbling. :(

The lyrics are very fragmented and don't make much sense, especially when thrown together. The first several parts (which rhyme) were written on the same paper as "I've Got a Thing for You", which was recorded in 1996, so I'm guessing those lyrics were from around then as well. The semi-spoken essay (which starts about 2 minutes in) is from 2007-10-15, when I had flown into SeaTac and was waiting for a shuttle.

The song might stink, but it sure is nice to tie up all those loose ends!

Lyrics to "Commo":

if you think about me or dream about me then i'll live on and on

can you really write an album
where every single song is someone's favorite? i can't
i'd rather be a tiger than a big fat cow, meow

just 4 the heck of it
i cracked open the little booklet / lyric sheet
that i got with a cd the other day

who listens to lyrics?
who cares what is said?
not i, not i
not i, not i

what comes from the soul you think
catherine's hills are cobalt pink
spontaneity won't get you very far
if you don't have a ___ and you don't have a car

yeah yeah yeah yeah

if you think about me or dream about me then i'll live on and on

i put in my 8 hrs today
came home and started to play
i am a commodity, i am a commodity
yes i am a commodity yeah

i don't have time for me
dictaphone is my company
commodity, commidity, commodity,
commodity yeah

[scat]

the drizzle obviates the chatter

after a weekend of sun, smiles,
something back to the dark green glades
dark bays, dark grays, overcast of sodden, subtle seattle
  dark bays, dark grays, overcast of sodden, saavy seattle

the flirty specks of drizzle on the window as we land
the cool, moist kiss of outside air
through the cracks of the ramp as we step out
the slightly damp bathroom, making me half-expect to see a slug

or some other primordeal rainforest bug
lurking in the corner near the sink
the cheerless baggage claim, reserved, reserved, reserved
everyone say it with me: reserved, reserved, reserved

quiet, respectful, trustworthy, i read it in those faces
withdrawn, i am, like those faces
i get tired of those faces
and i'm glad when my bag arrives

someone asks me to give to a charity
i have an ayn rand book in my pocket, for heaven's sake
let me finish reading it, digesting it,
before you try to spoonfeed me

with the saccharin cigar of philanthropy
it's my lungs, my wallet, bug off
  [repeat]

the drizzle is the perfect, perpetual excuse for isolation
it gives you permission to say inside all day, all day, all day
if that is your hermiting pleasure or you can go for a jog by yourself
through empty parks and picnic areas the amateurs are sidelined

you have it to yourself now
  you have it to yourself now
you have it complete to yourself
  yourself

if you think about me or dream about me then i'll live on and on
  [repeat]
  

Par

A couple songs ago, I used the mandolin. This time, I wanted to take my acoustic guitar for a whirl.

I sketched out the idea on a cassette a few days earlier (destined for Trex). It was a pure improv, but I liked the energy. So I decided to turn it into a Tripecac song.

The mistake I made with the mandolin song ("Baby Dew") was settling for sloppy timing. So, this time I used both a hi-hat and a thumping kick drum as a metronome while I added the guitar parts. I had to play some bits several times before nailing the timing. It's not perfect, but much better than before.

The lyrics are kinda dumb (since they were mostly improvised), but they're not the point of the song. Neither is accurate playing. The groove is the point. And that's kinda what the lyrics are saying.

Lyrics to "Par":

i can't go very far
unless i take the car
but i do not want to take the car
gas prices what they are

i can't get very far
if i do not practice the guitar
but i do not practice the guitar
because at best i can be only par

par par par par par par par par par par
par par par par par par par par par par

[scat]

yeah yeah yeah, the best i can hope for is par
yeah yeah yeah, the best i can hope for is par
yeah yeah yeah, the best i can hope for is par
yeah yeah yeah, the best i can hope for is par
  hope for is par

  [repeat]
  

User Comments:

  1. "I like the rhythm" - Giovanna (2008-06-07)

Rubber Rose

The lyrics are from before 2005, probably before 2000. They are ridiculously stupid. To add some spice, I altered some of the lines to [hopefully] make them funny.

The music is all new. It's intentionally cheesy, to fit the lyrics. I also kept it sparse, as an experiment. I was wondering if I could get away with minimal instrumentation and still have it semi-interesting. Does it sound full enough or too bare?

Lyrics to "Rubber Rose":

love is a rose; it wilts with time
so you keep it in water but eventually it dies
it cannot live forever; no flower can
but you can love indefinitely with a rose made in japan

love is a rose; it wilts with time
so you keep it in water but eventually it dies
it cannot live forever; no flower can
but you can love indefinitely with a rose made in japan

my love is a rubber rose, rubber rose
my love is a rubber rose, rubber rose
my love is a rubber rose, rubber rose
my love is a rubber rose, rubber rose

[scat]

love is a rose that blossoms in spring
picking the rose is an engagement ring
how long it lives - how long love stays
is there water to expand its days?

   love needs a rubber hose, rubber hose
my love needs a rubber hose, rubber hose
   love needs a rubber hose, rubber hose
my love needs a rubber hose, rubber hose

somebody said that love is like a rose
able to seduce any young man's nose
the aroma is strong; nobody can resist
but i have a defense against the siren's mist

my love wears a rubber nose, rubber nose
my love wears a rubber nose, rubber nose
my love wears a rubber nose, rubber nose
my love wears a rubber nose, rubber nose

my love is    a rubber hose, rubber hose
my love wears a rubber rose, rubber rose
my love needs a rubber nose, rubber nose
my love is    a rubber rose, rubber rose
  

Summer Up

It was less than a week before summer when I started this. The weather had been cool for the past month or so, mostly in the 50s. Over the course of finishing it, however, the temperature rose to the mid 80s, before settling back in the 60s. Exciting, huh?

Anyway, I decided to try another mandolin idea which I had sketched out previously. It's kinda repetitive, and pretty repetively, and a little repetitive, but I like some of the groovy bits.

Unfortunately, the mandolin is badly out of tune and time with the rest of the instruments. So it sounds horrible. I had to keep the melodic parts sparse because of the tuning, so ended up with 10 tracks of drums! The result is wayyy too drum-heavy, in my opinion.

Anyway, I'm glad the song is finally done (it took 2 weeks to finish) so that I can move on to the next once, which will hopefully be more stomachable!

This song was played on the 2008-07-13 broadcast of Mike Edwards' excellent In My Room podcast on.

Lyrics to "Summer Up":

here the summer comes
there the summer goes
here the summer comes
there the summer goes

junary comes
julyary goes
auguary comes
septembruary goes

and the summer comes
and the summer goes
and the summer comes
and the summer goes

junary comes
julyary goes
auguary comes
septembruary goes

here the summer comes
there the summer goes
here the summer comes
there the summer goes

junary comes
julyary goes
auguary comes
septembruary goes

and the summer comes
and the summer goes
and the summer comes
and the summer goes

junary comes
julyary goes
auguary comes
septembruary goes
  

Undigitize

I started the lyrics back in 2002 (when I had a concrete floor), edited them in 2004, and then put them to music in 2008. They're not very deep, but they rhyme.

The music was "composed" on the fly. It was, at first listen, catchy enough for me to not mind bending the rules a bit (about composing the words and music beforehand). Unfortunately, I never got around to writing a chorus or bridge, so it's the same thing over and over. I gradually got tired of it. As I always do with "mindless" songs (and mindless people).

In a way, this reminds me of "Red Rumor". I briefly considered adding background talking, but then decided against it. The music just isn't good enough to justify the amount of time it takes to synchronize old recordings to it. Plus, I already created "Red Rumor" once; why do it again?

On the positive side, the lyrics (which are composed) are kinda insightful, and in places, the groove is a kinda catchy. And some of the vocals sound kinda cool. So it's not a complete disaster. More like a pathetic dud.

Lyrics to "Undigitize":

and on a whim, I head out the door
don't wanna be inside no more
i'm tired of walls and a concrete floor
i need some stimulation

and it's outside that flickering screen
beyond the box of the rgb
and into the brownish, blueish green
this ain't no simulation

some songs they putter and putter
some songs they mutter and mutter
some songs they stutter and stutter
they can't get past your lips

some songs spew out, spew out
some songs they shout, they shout
some songs work out, they work out
and they feel like iceberg tips

[scat]

there's words and sounds and images and dreams
building up inside of me
they just can't fit on a CRT
do you see what i mean?

if i tap my well, will it run dry?
should i save my thoughts for a rainy night?
will i have the time to fully transcribe
the ideas as they come to me?

undigitize
unfasten your eyes
untether your mind
from the simulated skies

undigitize
untether your mind
unglue your eyes
from the simulated skies

i go outside and see all this stuff
and i feel compelled to write it down
but scribbled notes just aren't enough
to capture all the sights and sounds

there's smells that i cannot describe
they come too fast to document
my memory fails to trap inside
the experiences vanishing by the minute

the experiences vanishing by the minute
the experiences vanishing

so what am i supposed to do?
stay outside 'til i become jaded?
settle for passive consumption?
admit my life will mean nothing after i'm dead?

see, when i'm cooped up, my awareness expands
my senses heighten, i let my instincts command
i'm receptive, attentive, and i'm ready to absorb
the sensations a lot better when i'm indoors

and then i go outside into the data flow
it's information overload
or total sensory overflow
i want to save it all but my pen's too slow

and my camera can't smell
no my camera can't smell
and my camera can't smell
no my camera can't smell
  [repeat]

there's words and sounds and images and dreams
building up inside of me
they just can't fit on a CRT
do you see what i mean?

if i tap my well, will it run dry?
should i save my thoughts for a rainy night?
will i have the time to fully transcribe
the ideas as they come to me?

some songs they putter and putter
some songs they mutter and mutter
some songs they stutter and stutter
they can't get past your lips

some songs spew out, spew out
some songs they shout, they shout
some songs work out, they work out
and they feel like iceberg tips

undigitize
unfasten your eyes
from the simulated skies

[scat]

there's words and sounds and images and dreams
building up inside of me
they just can't fit on a CRT
do you see what i mean?

if i tap my well, will it run dry?
should i save my thoughts for a rainy night?
will i have the time to fully transcribe
the ideas as they come to me?

undigitize
unfasten your eyes
untether your mind
from the simulated skies
  

User Comments:

  1. "I can't stop humming this song!" - Giovanna (2010-07-20)

Country Boy

The first version of this song was recorded for Trex exactly six months before I started working on this remake. The Trex version was airheaded garage rock; this Tripecac version is much darker and trancier.

The lyrics are about getting my first mp3 player up and running. I was testing the voice recording using the improvised song as a guinea pig.

The original version had acoustic guitar, but for Tripecac I switched to electric guitar and played completely different patterns. Really, except for the rhythm of the vocals, it really is a complete different song.

This is one of the few songs which felt better and better to work on each day. Usually I get bored of songs, but this one was a "late bloomer", if that makes any sense.

Lyrics to "Country Boy":

i'm a country boy with a brand new toy
but i don't know how to use it
i'm a country boy with a brand new toy
but i can only abuse it

oh i can only abuse it
oh i can only amuse it

yeah

  [repeat bits of the above]
  

Deleech Us

The title is a play on "delicious" and "de-leech us". It was inspired by a scene in Michael Palin's New Europe DVDs, in which a nurse puts leeches on him for a while and then kills the leeches. It seemed a shame to exterminate the creatures, but it's not like they could be "reused". Too bad they weren't just set free, though. I suppose they were "recycled" by being ground up into food for other leeches.

Do leeches really help the body? I don't know; to me, leech-therapy seems like a waste of time, and a waste of all those little wriggly lives. Maybe the world would be better if people de-leech themselves by abandoning old, wasteful traditions.

Musically, the vibe is very dark and aggressive. I didn't like it, so I made the bulk of the lyrics silly, so that the song is not too negative. Very little of the music was composed beforehand, which you can probably tell from the repetitiveness and lack of memorable melodies.

Overall, I this song is kinda dumb, the first real "dud" on the album. The chorus in particular is really lame. Yuck. Oh well. Time to stop working on it. This song needs to be ground up into food for other songs!

Lyrics to "Deleech Us":

deleech us
deleech us

delicious leeches for sale
i'll take the whole freaking pail
if you hand me that hammer and nail

pound pound pound the leeches into the greedy ground
bam bam bam we're making delicious leeches jam
smash smash smash those leeches into a tasty hash
now toss toss toss the leeches to some other hungry leeches

  [repeat]
  

Infiniteve

I started writing this in the local college's piano practice room on the eve of "Infinity Day" (2008-08-08). The title also refers to all the "infinitives" that I had been learning while getting up to speed with Italian.

The music starts off piano-based, very slow, very melodic. I didn't particularly like it when I started working on it, and I still think it's kind of boring now. However, it was an interesting change of pace from what I had done recently, and its contemplative nature fit the title.

More than 3 weeks passed until I picked it up again. During the interim, I was a bundle of nerves. When I returned, I created the second (faster) part of this song, which tries to capture some of that predictable, repetitive frustration. I stretched it out until it reached 8 minutes and 8 seconds. Can you guess why?

Lyrics to "Infiniteve":

on the eve of infinity
i'm jogging alone
on the eve of eternity
to the practicing room

run away today
i'm paving the way
for gayer days
but not in that way

on the eve of infinity
i practice alone
on the eve of eternity
i stare at my phone

hide away today
we're paving the way
for gayer days
but not in that way

hit it

[scat]

yeah

on the eve of infinity
on the eve of infinity
on the eve of eternity
on the eve of eternity

run away, run away, run away, run away
hide away, hide away, hide away, hide away
run away, run away, run away, run away
hide away, hide away, hide away, hide away

i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y
i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y

  [repeat]

ok you do it
give it a shot
go

i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y
i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y

again

i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y
i n f i n i t y
e t e r n i t y

on the eve of infinity
on the eve of infinity
on the eve of eternity
on the eve of eternity

  [repeat]

  

iDay

I wrote the main chords and melody for this on infinity day (2008-08-08). Roughly a month later, I started building the song for Tripecac. It's simple, understated, and a bit cheesy.

The name makes fun of Apple's simple, understated, and cheesy naming scheme: (e.g., iPod, iTunes, iLife, etc.) So, "infinity day" = "iDay". Get it? Yeah, well, there's not much to get.

One other note: I decided to keep this song "short" (relatively speaking) in order to fit more songs onto the end of the CD. I also wanted to see if I could finish a song in "only" 3 days instead of the usual 4 or 5. So, if this song seems to ends abruptly, now you know why.

Infinitexile

This is another song that I started on infinity day (2008-08-08). The lyrics are about feeling exiled. Yes, this is very similar in theme to "Infiniteve". You can think of it as a sequel.

However, I tried to make the music more upbeat, so that the album doesn't end on doom and gloom. Just doom, no gloom. And a little zoom. Okay, now back to my room.

Lyrics to "Infinitexile":

CHORUS 1:

  i jog alone
    jog alone, jog alone
  to the piano practice room

  i jog alone
  for the second day in a row
  to the piano practice room

VERSE 1:

  a month ago
  at this time of day
  we'd be biking together
  meeting on the path
    meeting on the path

  we'd be grinning at each other
  anticipating a deliciously cozy night ahead
    deliciously cozy
  but now

CHORUS 2:

  i sit alone
    sit alone, sit alone
  in the piano practice room

  i sit alone
  for the second day in a row
  in the piano practice room

VERSE 2:

  a month ago
  on a friday
  we'd be biking to dinner
  either at home or at your favorite restaurant

  we'd be grinning at each other
  anticipating a deliciously cozy night ahead
  but not today

CHORUS 3:

  i jog alone
    jog alone, jog alone
  to the piano practice room

  i jog alone
  for the second day in a row
  to the piano practice room

  i sit alone
    sit alone, sit alone
  in the piano practice room

  i sit alone
  for the second day in a row
  in the piano practice room

VERSE 3:

  but now i sit alone
  playing moody music to myself
  scribbling on a piece of paper
  wondering when i'll be happy again

  your plans for tomorrow don't include me
  or at least the me that i wanna be
  you want someone willing to sacrifice
  all in the name of acting nice
  well what's the use in that?
    what's the use in that?
  what's the use in that?

CHORUS 4:

  i jog alone
    jog alone, jog alone

  i jog alone
  for the second day in a row
  to the piano practice room

  i sit alone
    sit alone, sit alone

  i sit alone
  for the second day in a row
  in the piano practice room

CODA:

  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone

  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone

  i made up these lyrics on my own
    i made up these lyrics on my own
  i couldn't wait until i got home
    just couldn't wait until i got home

  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone

  we made up these lyrics on our own
    that's the royal we you should know
  we finished the music when we got home
    tried to make it peppy 'cause the last songs were slow

  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone
  sit alone, sit alone, sit alone, sit alone

  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone
  jog alone, jog alone, jog alone, jog alone

  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone, i'm alone
  

Finalame

This song combines the final bunch of (somewhat lame) ideas that I had written down in the piano practice room the previous month. It crams them all together into a single song, even though one of the ideas (major waltz) doesn't fit with the others (minor reggae). The end result isn't very smooth, which is a shame, because it's the last song on the album.

Oh well. I guess the damage was already done when I wrote those ideas down. Time for a clean slate, a new album, and no more rules about having to honor previously composed ideas!