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Childhood (1974-90)
1977 Firsts
1978 Seconds
1985 Cacappella
1986 Eye Beater
1987 Guitarded
1988 Kim 1
1988 Kim 2
1988 Kim 3
1988 Kim 4
1988 Kim 5
1988 Kim 6
1988 Kim 7
1988 Kim 8
1988 Kim 9
1988 Kim 10
1988 Kim 11
1988 Kim 12
1989 Kim 13
1989 Five Dollar Drummer
1989 Wino Three Girls
1990 A Caustic Gutter
1996-1999
1996 NoVaSoCa
1996 Fullerton
1997 Soundtracks
1997 Walk Around
1997 Riding the Greyhound
1999 I Mowed
1999 Simulameous
1999 Yikes
1999 Piano Farte
2000-2008
2001 Marathon
2001 Days Like These
2001 Alcan Back
2001 Sleepy Sloppy
2001 Dad Day Jam
2002 Unfit
2002 The Key of G
2003 Daffy Day
2003 Januweary
2003 Post-Key
2003 Fatiguitar
2003 Oh No
2005 Waiting
2005 Sun Strike
2006 Stinky Room
2006 Schtupid
2007 Coy Pun
2007 Post-Ides
2007 Post-Ideas
2007 Post-Ideals
2007 Warble
2007 Another Same Day
2007 And Another
2007 Bald Ballads
2007 Lunch Broken
2007 Mayo
2007 Mayon
2007 Mayonandon
2007 Mayoff
2007 Juneo
2007 Juneon
2007 Juneonandon
2007 Two Song Rule
2007 Cavy Fury
2007 Infinity Daze
2007 Fall Start
2007 False Tart
2007 Fall End
2008 New Ear
2008 Decadend

Track List

# title lyrics time download listen started recorded rating
1 Quick Start lyrics 0:04 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
2 I Miss You lyrics 1:33 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
3 Guitar Fear lyrics 0:25 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
4 Metronome lyrics 2:29 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
5 Spaghetti Cables lyrics 0:08 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
6 Bandaid lyrics 0:33 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
7 Dog Sheet lyrics 0:24 download listen locally - 2003-02-08
8 F the Audience lyrics 11:33 - - - 2003-02-08
9 Rollin lyrics 0:15 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
10 I Hate F Wires lyrics 0:43 - - - 2003-02-09
11 Together lyrics 6:09 - - - 2003-02-09
12 Effects Spin lyrics 0:11 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
13 Lost Touch lyrics 5:32 - - - 2003-02-09
14 Party Animal lyrics 0:39 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
15 Do Do Do lyrics 7:20 - - - 2003-02-09
16 Overestimation lyrics 0:24 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
17 Imagine Stuarts lyrics 0:34 - - - 2003-02-09
18 Commiseration lyrics 4:47 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
19 Alone lyrics 3:56 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
20 Going My Way lyrics 7:03 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
21 Apologize lyrics 0:15 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
22 Neoteny lyrics 24:41 download listen locally - 2003-02-09
Total 79:38 play all locally album rating:

Notes

This set of guitar improvs was recorded over two days in February 2003. It was a semi-attempt at a sequel to The Key of G, but I didn't like it at the time, so didn't bother digitizing it.

There are some pretty catchy moments in here, and of course some clunkers too. There's also lots of profanity, which is a shame. I guess I was frustrated by tangled wires.

Songs

Quick Start

Short intro.

Lyrics to "Quick Start":

do do do do do do do do
  

I Miss You

The lyrics are simple and a little whiny, and the music is dirgy. However, I kinda like the simplicity. Too bad I messed up, because it would have been nice if it lasted longer.

Lyrics to "I Miss You":

i miss you
i miss you
you're at work
you're at work
i miss you
i miss you

you're at work all day
you're at work all day
you're at work all day
you're at work all day

i miss you
i miss you

you're at work all day
you're at work all day
you're at home all day
i'm at home all day

i'm all alone all day
i'm alone all day
i'm alone all day
  

Guitar Fear

Chatter.

Lyrics to "Guitar Fear":

we're all afraid of the future
when travis is at the guitar
we're all afraid of the future
but we just add a little structure

add a little predictability
and things will shape up
  

Metronome

This trancy, throbbing chant is similar to "Key". However, it's sloppier and doesn't last as long.

Lyrics to "Metronome":

all we need is a metronome
all i need is a nice home

all i need is a metronome
all i need is a comfy home
all i need is a metronome
gotta stay in time to metronome

or it all dies
it all dies
ugh

gonna change the pick up
1 2 oh

all i have is a metronome
forgot the notes long ago
can't even stay in time to the metronome
all i don't know is oh

i gotta salvage this somehow
i don't know how though

what can you do if the metronome
i gotta back up my voice
i mean i mean i mean i mean
i mean i mean i mean i mean
get away from the microphone

mean mean mean
no i'm not mean
mean mean mean
i'm not mean

mean mean mean
i need sing into the mic travis

sing into the mic travis
metronome
sing into the mic travis
and get yourself a metronome

sing into the mic travis
don't forget to open the door for giovanna
what a waste of tape
  

Spaghetti Cables

Very short song idea, probably interrupted by wire rage.

Lyrics to "Spaghetti Cables":

i hate spaghetti cables
they make me mad
  

Bandaid

This catchy little idea doesn't last very long. I don't know why.

Lyrics to "Bandaid":

got a bandaid on one finger
da da da da da da da da da
got a bandaid on one finger
da da da da da da da da da

got a bandaid on one finger
sorry i'm not a better singer
got a bandaid on one finger
da da da da da da da da da
  

Dog Sheet

This is silly and annoying, but mercifully short.

Lyrics to "Dog Sheet":

the dog didn't like the music
so he went outside
the dog ate the sheet music
so he sheeted outside

the dog liked the kitty
so they went outside
  

F the Audience

This song is really long, but not that great. There's lots of profanity here. The song ended when G arrived; hence my self-conscious laugh at the very end.

Lyrics to "F the Audience":

f--k the audience
and you end up with a child called traudience
f--k the audience
and you end up with a child called audivis

f--k the audience
and you end up with a child called emdience
f--k the audience
and you end up with a child called audismitt

f--k the audience
and you end up with a sh--ty song like this one
i you think "f--k the audience;
there's no audience", you end up with a pile of crap

if you say "i don't need no stinking audience"
then your music will have no audience
if you say "i don't need no stinking audience"
better get yourself a metronome

better get yourself a metronome
better expect to never leave your home
until you get a metronome
until you got to leave your home
until you get a metronome

you're never gonna leave your home
until you get a metronome
you're never gonna leave your home
and never get a metronome

if you never leave your home
learn to count, trav, learn to count
re-learn to count, re-learn to count
re-learn to count, re-learn to play guitar
to play guitar

at one point i could play okay
but now it sucks, it sucks all day
i cannot play guitar today
i don't know why

you gotta get yourself a metronome
you gotta leave your home
to get the metronome
and if you get the metronome
you'll feel a need to leave the home

insert lyrics here
insert witicism
these lyrics aren't so clear
they're called crapolism

that wasn't funny

wit and music go hand in hand
creativity flows from the brain
much like mucus
la la la something something

if you aren't inspired
if you don't have fire
then all the music in the world
won't ever sound like what you play
it sounds so stupid all the day
so throw in some fake accents

'cause accents make you hide behind
the accents make you fine
something inside

my thumb is so sore
'cause i have not played much
i haven't played much anymore
anytime could open the door
anytime could open the door

then i gotta clean this mess up off the floor
if someone opens up the door
my headphones are achin'
and my thumb's achin' too

i am playing this song for you
i have no audience
do i have an audience
i don't know if i have an audience

if you make sounds like that travis
you'll lose your audience
you'll alienate them
if you just sound yourself
then you won't have anyone else

listening to your songs
so you gotta throw in something unique
you gotta change your voice
your outlook and your technique

that would have been cool
if i thought of the rhyme a little bit sooner
it's a lot like tennis
you gotta hustle, gotta move your feet
if you wanna make the music sound neat

uh huh that's right
throw in a clich-i-e
pronounce cliche right
huh huh
get the rhymes right
uh huh

let's try it again
if you try it again
you sound like a fool
but maybe then again

you'll get it right
and someone will say
hey that's clever
that's good job, a-ok

you're okay travis
you're not a fool
you're not washed up
you're not a creative lump of refuse

you can do something original in 15 minutes
if you keep trying
it's not so bad
it's not so bad
you gotta keep playing
you gotta get into a groove

just keep playing and pretend you have audience
even if you're never ever gonna have an audience

it's okay just play for youself
you gotta mirror
that's okay

mirror's okay
mirror's enough to make you feel
like you know what you're doing
but you're just making it up as you go along

it's okay if you get a little off
it's okay
it's okay
everything's okay

you gotta change the lyrics and change your voice
so you alienate your audience
and alienate yourself
maybe not alienate
but at least you bore them bore them

they go to sleep
and they have dreams
and where are they
then they and they're not there
they're not there
they're somewhere else

can that be called alienation
if they don't feel they're with you
if they feel they're shut out of you
uh

bad bad timing
and a bad bad time
bad bad timing will improve
as you play guitar more

la de de de da

any time now she'll arrive
she's a minute late
but that's okay
because mostly she's a couple hours late

a minute's not so bad
5 minutes is not so bad
and 10 minutes is not so bad
even 15 minutes is not so bad
half an hour is not so bad

play in time travis
gotta play in time more
i guess this is about time to end

my thumb is hurtin'
my fingers are hurtin'
my voice is poopy today
and i have nothing else to say

but can you keep on pushing
can you keep on pushing
and come up with something good

my thumb it hurts so much
it hurts so much
and i have a bandaid on

if you're tired of the song
i wanna, i want you to clap your hands along

when i say clap just clap your hands
i can't do it, can't lead by example
'cause i am playing

interesting; if you participate
you cannot always relate
to the audience perfectly
'cause you're doing something unique

i'm playing a guitar
so that alienates me
i suppose if i did a cappella
and if i could not sing

then the audience
might be able to participate with me
perfectly

assuming i get the words right
assuming i play the notes right
oops i forgot
no notes in an a cappella
thing-a-thing-a-thing
you call it a sing-a-ling-ding
sing along whatever thing

just say "thing" enough times
'cause thing rhymes with thing
and everything's a thing
it's safe to say "blaa thing"
blaa blaa blaa blaa thing

if you're vague enough
and everything you say
guess it's okay

but the key is to come up with something
precise that's refutable
and to be right as usual

that's the scientific method

cover everything in one song trav
why don't you just be
if you can only handle 3 chords
in this song
might as well throw as many concepts into it

i don't know why
it's like picking 3 main ingredients for a dish
and adding 2700 spices
but that's a hyperbole
and i don't really like hyperbole
'cause i don't have 2700 spices
i have more like a dozen
somewhere between a dozen and 15 spices on my

hold on, i'm gonna count

1 2 3
i don't care to count
'cause it's gonna throw me off
i won't be able to play with my left hand
assuming i'm doing that now
'cause i could be pretending you know
but can actually go slower
and this is proof that i ???

oh yeah
really good idea for an intermission trav

this is not a classic song
it might never make it onto the hard drive
i might erase it sometime
might not be alive very long
it's a stupid song
sure there's occasional times
when it sounds normal
but mostly it's just crappy
to my ears and probably to yours

so where's the symbolism
is there always symbolism
is this a travisism
is this song about me

3 chords over and over again
repetition ??? the routine
with occasional sloppy mistakes
and talking talking talking
mostly bs, arguably bs
but sometimes i guess there's insight
in the words that come out of the mouth
ugh
what a way to say
something as easy as "say"
why don't you just say "say"
say say say say say
getting back to the thing
the everything thing
the safe safe thing
the safe safe thing
  

Rollin

This started the second day of recording; you can tell things have changed by the new position of the mics.

Anyway, this song begins with a neat idea, but I lost my train of thought, probably (again) due to wire problems.

Lyrics to "Rollin":

ok are we rollin
ok let's all roll

roll a little to the left
??? the left
??? right right

you don't have to sing anything correct tonight
  

I Hate F Wires

Lots of profanity. I was mad at the wires.

Lyrics to "I Hate F Wires":

i'm trying to keep the profanity to a minimum
but i'm deal with wires
and wires always piss me off
so i'll just call this "i hate f--king wires"

i hate f--king wires
i hate f--king wires
i hate f--king wires
???

s--t
stop the f--king tape travis

i don't know why i'm resorting to profanity
i'm just doing it

it's too loud man
just
f--k
  

Together

This is about cohabitation trepidations. It contains profanity.

Lyrics to "Together":

this is i think the 9th of february
sunday
and tomorrow we decide whether or not
we're gonna move into together

in together
will we move into together
are we gonna move into together
are we gonna live together

she wonders what can go wrong
she obsesses about what can go wrong

i just want to live together
i just want to be together

and she worries about what can go wrong
and i don't worry about what can go wrong
'cause i, i don't worry about what can go wrong
because i know that even in a s--ty song

there's moments that you can create that sound ok to me
i can create something that sounds ok to me
i can create a place that feels ok to me
i can can find a place that ???

it would be ok
that's my belief, it's our belief
it would be ok
that's my belief, that's my belief

it will be k
that's my belief, it will be our belief
it will be our belief, ???

i hope we always live together
i hope we always live together
i hope we learn to sing together
i hope we... whatever

it will always be ok if i'm around
it will always be ok if i'm around
it always ends up ok to me
life it always opens up to me
life is always generous to me
life is always generous to me
'cause i am generous to life you see

and some people call it karma
and i call it just luck
and you can say that luck is strength, ooh
as long as you don't f--k up

it will be ok, believe
and it will be ok if you just belief
it will be ok if you just belief
all it takes is a little belief

and effort and effort and effort

and if we're always together
there is nothing to worry about
i will learn to sing it better
'cause i always do it that way

i can improve, that's what i do
i can improve, that's what i do

i piss off neighbors
i piss off friends
i piss off family

'cause i just got to improve what is me

i piss of everything
they tell me shut up
'cause i just focus on what i can affect

it's all about the effect
it's all about the effect
  

Effects Spin

More chatter.

Lyrics to "Effects Spin":

ok i guess that means it's time for another song
i have no idea how this is gonna sound
just spin some effects around
i have no idea what this is gonna sound like
i'm just gonna pick an arbitary key here
i don't want too much flange
because flange is a little bit annoying
so i'm just gonna go ahead and start playing
  

Lost Touch

This starts really rough, but then gets kinda funny. It contains profanity.

Lyrics to "Lost Touch":

i've got an uneasy feeling in my tummy
i've got a nose that is runny
these lyrics don't amount to much
'cause i am out of touch

i lost my touch
i lost my touch
i lost my touch
i lost my

my nose is runny
and my lips are bare
??? blaa blaa blaa baa baa bear
that wasn't funny

if you lose your touch
should you shy away
from what you think
you can no longer play

if you lose your skills
should you run for cover
should you find another hobby
should you find another lover

if you lose your touch
should you quit while you're ahead
are you ahead
or will you stay in bed

will you cry like a baby
will you yell for your mama
will you be a f--king sissy
will you be pathetic uh

will you give up
will you spit up
will you f--k up

when i lose my touch
i just grin and bear it
i try to make it fun
i try to keep at it

i try to keep on pushing
and gradually i see
i see improvement
all around me

i ??? ooh ahh

sometimes it takes effort
sometimes it takes luck
if you don't put forth effort
you won't have any luck

sometimes it takes effort
sometimes it takes pain
if you don't put forth any effort
you won't make any gain

it's a cliche
don't let it throw you
it's like a horse
that is buckin' buckin' buckin' you

keep on playing, keep on playing
'cause eventually
you'll find something catchy
you'll create something that's neat

keep on playing, keep on trying
keep on pushing ahead
if you don't
then you might as well just stay in bed

and be dead, lazy head
pathetic head

i don't want to be
harsh on other people
i just gotta be
harsh on me

i don't want to be
strict with other people
i just gotta be
strict with me

'cause that is how i push ahead
i gotta feel an agitation
when there's something ahead
uh

a task or something
if there is a gap
i gotta say something
gotta go "uh"
just gotta go "uh"

if you say the "uh"
it fills space it, it does something
it's a little primal
it's something that you can fall back on uh

when you're umm uh
when you're screwing up uh
you can just say "uh"
just put forth some effort uh

if you say "uh" then
that will be enough
sometimes all you gotta do is
make sure that there is no whitespace
in your life, in your life
make sure that you don't have any empty space
in your life, in your life

just keep pushing ahead
pushing ahead
pushing ahead
  

Party Animal

This is really dumb.

Lyrics to "Party Animal":

enough of that one
i'm gonna play something a little bit more melodic now
it's gonna be a little bit more melodic
and it's gonna be called "the life of the party animal"
ok
this the life of the party animal
if i can find the volume switch

this is the life of the party animal
this is the life of the crude person
who, who never really allowed himself to
to be by himself that much
he had to cling to other people
he had to cling like, like a

imagine you're taking a test
and you gotta cheat, gotta cheat, gotta cheat
that's all, the only way you can do
you gotta cheat, gotta cheat
imagine you're taking a test
you gotta smoke
yeah right
  

Do Do Do

This contains profanity. It's really sloppy at first, but becomes more original later. If you call banging on one note repeatedly original. On the plus side, the vocals sound nice and crisp.

Lyrics to "Do Do Do":

'cause that will just annoy the neighbors

i just gotta be able to go
do do do do do...
with the thumb, with the thumb
with the thumb, with the thumb

gotta go do do do do do do...
with the thumb, with the thumb
with the thumb

i don't play bass
i don't even sing
barely play the guitar
but i have fun with the thing

rely on the same chords
same progressions
but every time i do something different
i'm creating something

umm

if you stick to the simple
and you assemble your own thing
then you're creating something
but if you take other people's ideas
and just regurgitate them
no matter how sophisticated they are
you are doing nothing
you are just driving a car

if you take the simple crayons
and you paint a pretty picture
and you use a combination
of colors and textures

create a simple crayon
oh whatever, da da da da
and de de de do
just remember to say "uh"

sometimes life is

you start with chaos
you start with something simple
you start with strumming
you start with stupid chords
you start with bad bad vocals
you start with cruddy
cruddy tape records
cruddy 4-track
cruddy microphone
cruddy guitar
which you didn't even bother to tune
but that's okay sitting in my room
'cause that's all i'm doing today
i don't know why i can't stay in time
my da da da da da
my brain is slow

my brain is slow

so i recorded my own album once in one day
i was inspired then
this is more of a test of my ability
to recapture that stength and luck
boy what i notice is i keep f--king up

i have trouble staying in time
and i have trouble with the rhymes
am i uninspired
or am i just tired

maybe you get good
maybe you get good
maybe that's the moral of these stupid exercises

maybe you will get good
maybe you will get good
maybe you will get good
if you put forth effort

and if i rely on non-words such as "uh"
and if i fall back on utterings such as "ugh"
and if i lapse into silence and then say "eh"
and if i can't think of anything more than "uh"

maybe i am high on love and love and love
maybe i am f--ked up, f--ked up on love

love makes you happy
and love can you make you fat
'cause you focus on others
you focus on her instead of you

how do you handle the shifting of the view
how do you handle the shift away from you

i gotta bandaid on one hand
i gotta bandaid on my little finger
it's actually my index finger
these are dumb lyrics will you say "uh"

get a grunting going
get the grunting going
just fall back on grunting
just fall back on grunting

da da da da...

ok i'm gonna play like
i'm gonna pretend like
that i'm in front of stuart's
actually inside of stuart's
with an audience
gotta think fast
gonna close my eyes

hey you on the couch
do you think you look cool
hey you with the scarf
does everyone wear one of those at school

hey you with the trend
hey you with the coffee
everyone looked around when i said "coffee"
well not everyone

some people resisted
some people resisted
some people hate audience partication
'cause participation

don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't participate

be yourself, be whole, be the everything
be yourself, be whole, be everything
be yourself, be whole, be everything
and be yourself, be whole, be everything

and don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't participate
don't be a part, don't
  

Overestimation

Chatter.

Lyrics to "Overestimation":

yeah like i can really go to another chord from that
you are overestimating my ability
i was overestimating my ability to change chords
'cause as we all know
i don't really have the ability to change chords
i can barely handle one chord
in fact, i'm not even trying to handle one chord
i'm just barely getting by with this monotony
  

Imagine Stuarts

This was about a local artsy-fartsy coffee bar that has since closed. It's sloppy and a little grating.

Lyrics to "Imagine Stuarts":

imagine you go to stuart's
and there' gum guy playing the song in the room
imagine you go to stuart's
and some guy is banging a horrible tune

imagine you go to stuart's
and everyone leaves the room
imagine you go to stuart's
and it's a f--king disaster

this is why sequels suck
  

Commiseration

Insightfully gloomy. It gradually crescendoes.

Lyrics to "Commiseration":

take away the pain
and everything seemed plain
take away the pain
and you're alone again

for some reason
pain makes us feel part of a race
part of a group
'cause we need others

when we're hurt
we think of others
when we are hurt
we turn to others

when we are hurt
we rely on others
when we are hurt
we connect to others

when we are hurt
we reach out to others
when we are hurt
we write songs for others

when we are hurt
we are with others

take away the pain
and you're alone again
take away the pain
and you're alone again

take away the pain
and you're alone again
take away the pain
you're alone again

why are we so eager
to share pain with others
why can't we just share
the good times with others

why do we reach out
when we're in pain to others
and when we are happy or content
or just grinning we ignore others

when we feel pain
we rely on others
when we feel pain
we reach out to others

when we feel pain
we connect to others
when we feel pain
we sing out to others

and if we're smiling to ourselves
it's usually for a while
before we find another face
to share with our smile

we take the berries
we take the beauty
and wrap it up in a blanket
and carry it to our sleeping place
carry it and put it under our pillow

take the beauty and hold it to ourselves
hold it to ourselves
'cause we don't want to share the beauty
with anybody else

but the minute the thorn pricks us
we look around to others
the minute we see blood instead of berries
we turn to others

when we feel pain
we turn to others
when we feel pain
we rely on others

when we feel pain
we connect to others
when we feel pain
we smile at others

when we feel pain
we are nice to others
when we feel pain
we knock on the door of others

and in our room
and in our room
when we are good
we are alone

and in our gloom
we are alone

when we feel pain
we rely on others
ugh

that was painful
embrace me
  

Alone

This is a nice little song about solitude. It has a happy ending.

Lyrics to "Alone":

go to school
go to work
go home
dream alone

go to school
go to work
go home
dream alone

go home
dream alone
go to school
act a fool

go home
be alone
draw something
for yourself

draw something
for yourself
make something
for yourself

no one will see
and no one will hear
no one will hear you
here by yourself

no one will hear
no one will see
no one will look at you
by yourself

go home
go to school
go to work
you're by yourself

at home
at school
in the park
you're by yourself

you think alone
you do alone
you eat alone
you sleep alone

you dream alone
you are alone
you will always
be alone

go to school
go to work
go to church
and you're by yourself

go home
dream alone
eat alone
all by yourself

go running
up the hill
wear yourself out
got a smile

exhausted
hair looking dorky
[scat]

you can't sing
you barely can play
you barely can breathe
the timing is astray

can't breath
lay panting
lay sweating
you hear voices

suddenly
a spark
two eyes
a ha

looking at me
curiosity
a ha
a ha

and then i talk
and then we talk
and the we go
for a walk

we exchange
contact information
formally

the weather is good
and the ??? for me
was it good for you
like it was for me

bye travis
hope we meet again
bye travis
you're a nice friend

bye travis
i hope i hope we meet again
you're a
good friend

go home
be alone
think of her
think of her

go home
be alone
sleep alone
all by myself

soon i'll see her
and then i'll be
completely
happy

she makes me
so happy
she makes me
so happy
  

Going My Way

This is long, but ok. It's driving and kinda funky. This has what is probably the most appropriate fade point ever (for me at least).

Lyrics to "Going My Way":

this is what happens
if you don't have anything

this is what happens with
everything seems to be going your way

this is what happens with
everything seems to be going your way

'cause everything is going my way
everything is going my way

i'm getting everything i say i want
i'm getting everything i know i want

everything is going my way
the stress is fading away

rhything "way" with "away" is a way
to fill up time today

everything is going my way
  i don't have to try very hard
everything is going my way
  life is is is ok

everything is going my way
  i have smile today
everything is going my way
  i need to add overdubs to do this ok

and if everything is going my way
then why am i playing a guitar today
and if everything is going my way
why am i talking this way

maybe there are stresses in the way
of being completely ok
everything is going my way
everything is going my way
everything is going my way
everything is going my way
[...]
everything is going my way
everything is coming my way

everything is coming this way
everything is coming this way
everything is coming this way
i am a little afraid
everything is coming my way
everything is coming my way
everything is coming this way

everything is coming my way

here comes the train

look out here comes the train

everything is going my way
look out here comes the train
the train is bringing everything my way
just don't get in the train's way

just don't scare away the train
i hope it's my train
i hope it's my train
and not just an express
and not just an excess
and not just an express
that's heading west
not
that's heading west
not

everything is coming this way
look out the train is coming this way
it's bringing lots of goodies my way
but you better look out or you'll get run over by the train
i better look out or get run over by the train

i want the train
i want what's in the train
i want the train
i want what's in the train

i want the train
i want what's in the train
i want the train
i want what's in the train

i want the train
but i'm a little afraid
i want the train
but i am a little afraid

if i create
a part of a song
doesn't matter if the song
is short or long

take the good parts
and put them on a cd
and call the thing trex
that's my routine

take the good parts
keep them forever
remember the good parts
in any weather

forget the bad parts
or at least
  

Apologize

This is the final bit of chatter.

Lyrics to "Apologize":

i must apologize for one thing
two things
i must apologize for the fact that i suck at this
apologize to myself for wasting tape
  

Neoteny

This was an epic statement that creativity is essentially neotonic. If that's a word.

It's very catchy in parts, but sloppy in other parts. The song is so long, I really have no idea how to edit it. So I'm leaving it raw (minus the very beginning, which was pretty bad). The energy and enthusiasm dwindles towards the end, so I might make a shorter version later.

The vocals were heavily influenced by the band Suicide. As for the guitar, well, it's just 2 chords over and over.

Lyrics to "Neoteny":

i suck at both guitar and vocals
i suck at both so how is it that i can occasionally
create something that isn't so bad
it isn't so bad
and doesn't make you want to upchuck
doesn't make you want to run away

take the vocals and distort 'em
until you find something that will sound ok
take the simple rhythms and simple chords
and find something that sounds ok

take it all, take it all
find something ok
then distort it in your own way
until you find something that's ok

it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up

it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up
it's called never giving up

uh i say never giving up
never never never give it up
never never never give it up
never never never give it up

neoteny never give it up
neoteny never give it up
neoteny never give it up
neoteny never give it up

n e o t e n y never giving up

[scat]

imagine a 12 year old
who picks up a guitar
and picks it up
and plucks the strings
and plays something like this

it's crappy
it's sophomoric
it's pre-sophomoric
it's amateur
it's juvenile
it's ridiculous
you can call it minimalist
but i call it
poopie poopie poopie poopie poop

but i never give it up
no i'll never give it up
'cause i know that sometimes it sounds ok
and i know that the way to creativity

is to never, never give it up
never never never never never
never never give it up
never never give it up

[scat]

and the people say
and travis why don't you just give up
why don't you just give up
but i say i never give it up

you say travis you gotta grow up
but i say no, i don't wanna give it up
you say travis you gotta straighten up
but i say no, i don't wanna give it up

they say travis you gotta tighten up
but i say no, i don't wanna give it up
they say travis you gotta straighten up
and i say no, i don't wanna give it up

i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i don't wanna give it up
i'm not gonna give it up
i'm not gonna give it up

i'm never gonna give it up
i'm not ever gonna give it up
i'm not ever gonna give it up
i am not gonna give it

travis give it up
they say travis you gotta give it up
they say travis you gotta shut up
they say travis you gotta shut up

and i say no i'm not gonna
i'm never, i'm never gonn
no i'm not gonna
never, i'm never gonna
i'm not ever ever ever gonna
i am never never never gonna
i promise i will never never
i will never
i won't ever
give it up

they say travis
you gotta gotta gotta give it up
for the sake of me give it up
for the sake of yourself give it up

you've gone too long, give it up
you're making a mess, give it up
you're hurting my ears, give it up
you've spent too many ears, give it up

you've failed too many years, give it up
you've gotta act your years, give it up
you're making me teary, give it up
you're making me fear, give it up

travis, you've gotta give it up
listen to me, travis, you've gotta give it up
listen to me, travis, you've gotta grow up
listen to me, travis, you've gotta lighten up

and i say uh i do what i want
and i'm not gonna ever do what you want
if it doesn't coincide with what i want
'cause what i want is what i am gonna get

i am never never never gonna
i am never never never gonna
no, i'm not ever ever ever ever
ever ever ever ever ever... grow up

i won't ever grow up
i'm, will i never grow up
will i never grow completely up
i will never grow completely up

even when i'm 80 i won't be grown up
even when i'm 90 i won't be grown up
even when i'm dying i won't be growing up
i'll still be a kid

i won't ever give it up
no no no i won't ever give it up
it's ok if you, if you give it up
but i, travis, i won't give it up

i won't ever ever ever give it up
no i won't ever give it up

i won't give up
i won't give it up
i won't give up
i won't give it up

neoteny i won't ever ever give it up
neoteny i won't ever ever give it up
tadpole tail i won't ever ever give it up
tadpole tail i will never ever give it up

they say travis, you've gotta grow up
come on now, travis, you're 30, grow up
come on now, travis, you've got a girlfriend, grow up

and i say
screw you guys
forget you guys
i don't know you guys
i don't like you guys
you guys just go away
conform and be your sheep and bay

just blaa blaa baa blaa
blaa blaa baa blaa
baa baa blaa blaa blaa blaa blob

you're blobs
you're all blobs
you're just white blobs to me

you're blobs
you're all blobs
bleating blobs to me

you're blobs
you're just blobs
blaa blaa blobs to me

and meanwhile
i embrace this little word called neoteny

and i might not pronounce it right
and i might not be using it right
but that's ok, that's all right
because that is my word tonight

i am using it
and i might be abusing it
but it's ok 'cause it using it in my way
it's ok 'cause i'm doing things my way
it's ok i'm a little-little-little-little off

it's ok 'cause i forgive it
it's ok 'cause i am living it
it's ok if i make mistakes
it's ok 'cause i have fun anyway

it's ok if i take a wrong turn
it's ok if i take the long way
it's ok if i forget something
it's ok if i waste a little bit of the tape

on a wrong turn
on a mistake
on emotion
on whatever

on whatever is mine today
on whatever's on my mind today

i laugh at the end of the day
other people can cry theirselves to sleep
that didn't rhyme but that's ok
'cause what are you doing? you're just listening

what are you doing? you're just listening
what are you doing? you're just listening
what are you doing? you're just listening

it's ok
it's ok
we all sit to listen sometimes
it's ok to listen a little bit every day
to listen a little bit every day

does that mean you just go your way
after you listen or do you like to stay
and think about what you have heard
and think about the new word

neoteny and
neoteny
neoteny
neoteny and a tadpole tail
neoteny and a tadpole tail
neoteny and a tadpole tail
neoteny and a tadpole tail

i wear my umbilicus around my neck
i wear my umbilicus around my neck

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's

travis is singing and he's
travis is singing and
and travis is sitting and he's
travis is singing and he's
travis is singing and he can't think
of a word that rhymes with tail

when we does he'll complete it
he'll complete the phrase
and when we does it will ???
it

neoteny
travis is singing and he's
neoteny
travis is singing and

neoteny and a tadpole tail
neoteny and
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty well
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's sounding pretty swell
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty well
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell

neoteny, i'm not ever gonna give it up
neoteny, not ever gonna give it up
neoteny, never gonna give it up
neoteny

[humming]

travis, you're 30, you've gotta give it up
travis, you're 30, you've gotta get a job
travis, you're 30, you've gotta grow up
travis, you're 30, you've gotta be a snob

travis, you're 30, you've gotta have nice things
travis, you're 30, you've gotta straighten up
travis, you're 30, you've gotta wear wings
travis, you're 30, whatever that means

i'm 30
someday i'll be 40 and 50
and then the other numbers
we all know our numbers
but what we don't know
is what if somebody doesn't wanna give up his playfulness
what if someone doesn't wanna give up his childishness
what if someone doesn't mind being a little sloppy
and goofy and annoying and long-winded
as long as he's creating something
that he has the ability to improve
into something that affects other people's moods
into something that has an effect on me and you
into something that can be entertaining too
into something that might make you money one day
so he can support himself on that
and take a look at the other people

working their day jobs
working their day jobs
working with slack jaws
working their day jobs

working with slack jaws
working with slack jaws
working with slack jaws
working with

i look at you
and i see drool
you look at me
you call me fool

i look at you
i see gene pool
you look at me
you think i'm cool

and then you look at me
and you think pity
i look at you and i see
nothing nothing

most people are obstacles to me
just part of an obstacle course
they are nothing more than hurdles
they are nothing more than trees

people are nothing more than trees
people are nothing more than trees
people are nothing more than trees
most people are nothing more than trees

most people are nothing more than trees
most people are nothing more than trees
most people are nothing more than trees

you can call them sheep
but i prefer to call them trees
you can call them sheep
but i prefer to call them trees

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is creating and he's feeling pretty well

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell
neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell

neoteny and a tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's feeling pretty swell
neoteny and a tadpole tail
???

no never never gonna give it up
no never not ever
not ever gonna ever gonna ever gonna
not ever

so how can you take this song that's so long
how can you take it and create something with it
within these rules, how can you create something beautiful

the rules are: this chord
and this chord
and this rhythm
and no other rhythm

just this chord
and this chord
over and over and over again

over and over and over

if you repeat these chords
if you stay inside these lines
if you repeat these chords
if you stay inside these lines

if you obey these rules
can you create something
that sounds unique
something interesting

that sounds unique
something interesting

do you have to leave the lines
and do you have to break your rules
and do you have to grow up
and do you have to expand

do you have to sacrifice
the safety of those lines
do you have to leave the lines
do you have to grow up

neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis insists that he's feeling pretty well
neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis says he's doing pretty swell

neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis says he's feeling pretty well
neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's sounding pretty well

neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis is over there, doing pretty well
neoteny and the tadpole tail
maybe he knows something he can tell us

neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis says it's all about putting forth some effort

and having faith
and focus
and a sense of loyalty
to rules that have worked so far
even when they are not getting us very far right now

like this constraint of only having 2 chords
like this constraint of only having 1 rhythm
and 1 voice
and 1 guitar sound

and can you create something out of
rules that are old, as old as you
can you create something out of
something simple as just 2 chords

can you create something out of
something as simple as just 2 chords
can you create something something
cool out of just 2 chords

neoteny says yes
oh neoteny says yes
oh neoteny says yes
and that means travis says yes

i can create something out of only 2 chords
i can create something out of only 2 chords

neoteny says yes
oh neoteny says yes
neoteny says yes
and i think neoteny's best

neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis is singing and he's sounding pretty swell
neoteny and the tadpole tail
travis insists that he's doining pretty well

neoteny and the tadpole tail
my ear's buzzing so i gotta stop playing soon
neoteny and the tadpole tail
will the ear prevent me from sticking to my rules
will the ear prevent me from sticking to my rules
will my ear pretect me from sticking to my rules
will the???

will the ear prevent me from sticking to my rules
will the ear prevent me from sticking to my rules
no it won't, 'cause i won't let
no it won't, 'cause i won't let
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna let it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it

no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it

no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna get it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna let it
no it won't, 'cause i'm not gonna net it
just 2 notes but i'm ok at it

can you just play 2 notes
and create something that's interesting
can you play just 2 notes
and create something that's interesting

can you play 2 notes
and think you are creating something interesting
can you play 2 notes
and convince yourself that you're doing a good thing

can you take 2 notes
and create something that's interesting
can you take 2 notes
and create something that is interesting

[scat]

i am almost done with this tape
it's pretty crappy but that's ok
i am almost done with the tape
[scat]

[scat]

so when i'm 80 and only can play 2 notes
at least i'll be playing the same 2 note
i'm 80 and i'm just playing 2 notes
but it's still fun for me

i like playing the notes

that's the point
having fun
of being creative
protective hmm

that's ok
just have fun
[scat]

[scat]
ok you've gotta say goodbye
'cause the tape is gonna go go bye bye

neoteny wins goodbye
bye bye bye